nature would not let her. They kept asking her
for pity, and she still gulped down her own heart
and gave it them, till at last she began to take a
spite against her pets; so then she sent to most of
them instead of going. She sent rather larger
slices of beef and bacon, and rather more yards of
flannel than when she used to carry the like to them
herself. Susan had one or two young friends,
daughters of farmers in the neighborhood, with whom
she was a favorite, though the gayer ones sometimes
quizzed her for her religious tendencies, and her
lamentable indifference to flirtation. But then
she was so good and so good-humored. and so tolerant
of other people’s tastes. The prattle of
these young ladies became now intolerable to Susan,
and when she saw them coming to call on her she used
to snatch up her bonnet and fly and lock herself up
in a closet at the top of the house, and read some
good book as quiet as a mouse, till the servants had
hunted for her and told them she must be out.
She was not in a frame of mind to sustain tarlatans,
barege, the history of the last hop, and the prophecies
of the next; the wounded deer shrunk from its gamboling
associates, and indeed from all strangers, except
John Meadows. “He talks to me about something
worth talking about,” said Susan Merton.
It happened one day, while Susan was in this sad and
I may say dangerous state of mind, that the servant
came up to her, and told her a gentleman was on his
horse at the door, and wanted to see Mr. Merton.
“Father is at market, Jane.”
“Yes, miss, but I told the gentleman you were
at home.”
“Me! what have I to do with father’s visitors?”
“Miss,” replied Jane mysteriously, “it
is a parson, and you are so fond of them, I could
not think to let him go away without getting a word
with anybody; and he has such a face. La, miss,
you never saw such a face.”
“Silly girl, what have I to do with handsome
faces?”
“But he is not handsome, miss, not in the least,
only he is beautiful. You go and see else.”
“I hate strangers’ faces, but I will go
to him, Jane; it is my duty, since it is a clergyman.
I will just go upstairs.”
“La, miss, what for? you are always neat, you
are—nobody ever catches you in your dishables
like the rest of ’em.”
“I’ll just smooth my hair.”
“La, miss, what for? it is smooth as marble—it
always is.”
“Where is he, Jane?”
“In the front parlor.”
“I won’t be a moment.”
She went upstairs. There was no necessity; Jane
was right there; but it was a strict custom in the
country, and is, for that matter, and will be till
time and vanity shall be no more. More majorum
a girl must go up and look at herself in the glass
if she did nothing more, before coming in to receive
company.
Susan entered the parlor; she came in so gently that
she had a moment to observe her visitor before he
saw her. He had seated himself with his back
to the light, and was devouring a stupid book on husbandry
that belonged to her father. The moment she closed
the door he saw her and rose from his seat.