“You will die, Madeline.  You will kill yourself!” said her husband, repeating, one day, the form of speech so often used when he found his wife in these states of abandonment.  He spoke with more than his usual tenderness, for, to his unimaginative mind had come a quickly passing, but vivid realization, of what he would lose if she were taken from him.

“The loss will scarcely be felt,” was her murmured answer.

“Your children will, at least, feel it,” said Mr. Leslie, in a more captious and meaning tone than, upon reflection, he would have used.  He felt her words as expressing indifference for himself, and his quick retort involved, palpably, the same impression in regard to his wife.

Madeline answered not farther, but her husband’s words were not forgotten—­“My children will feel my loss.”  This thought became so present to her mind, that none other could, for a space, come into manifest perception.  The mother’s heart began quickening into life a sense of the mother’s duty.  Thus it was, when her oldest child—­named for herself, and with as loving and dependent a nature—­opened the chamber door, and coming up to her father, made some request that he did not approve.  To the mother’s mind, her desire was one that ought to have been granted; and, she felt, in an instant, that the manner, as well as the fact of the father’s denial, were both unkind, and that Madeline’s heart would be almost broken.  She did not err in this.  The child went sobbing from the room.

How distinctly came before the mind of Mrs. Leslie a picture of the past.  She was, for a time, back in her father’s house; and she felt, for a time, the ever-present, considerate, loving kindness of one who had made all sunshine in that early home.  Slowly came back the mind of Mrs. Leslie to the present, and she said to herself, not passively, like one borne on the current of a down-rushing stream, but resolutely, as one with a purpose to struggle—­to suffer, and yet be strong—­

“Yes; my children will feel my loss.  I could pass away and be at rest.  I could lie me down and sleep sweetly in the grave.  But, is all my work done?  Can I leave these little ones to his tender mer—­”

She checked herself in the mental utterance of this sentiment, which referred to her husband.  But, the feeling was in her heart; and it inspired her with a new purpose.  Her thought, turned from herself, and fixed, with a yearning love upon her children, gave to the blood a quicker motion through the veins, and to her mind a new activity.  She could no longer remain passive, as she had been for hours, brooding over her own unhappy state, but arose and left her chamber.  In another room she found her unhappy child, who had gone off to brood alone over her disappointment, and to weep where none could see her.

“Madeline, dear!” said the mother, in a loving, sympathetic voice.

Instantly the child flung herself into her arms, and laid her face, sobbing, upon her bosom.