The Crown of Life eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 454 pages of information about The Crown of Life.

The Crown of Life eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 454 pages of information about The Crown of Life.

Another week passed.  Piers no longer pretended to keep his usual times; he wandered forth whenever home grew intolerable, and sometimes snatched his only sleep in the four-and-twenty hours under the hawthorn blossom of some remote meadow.  His mood had passed into bitterness.  “I was well before; why did she interfere with me?  She did it knowing what would happen; it promised her amusement.  I should have kept to myself, and have been safe.  She waylaid me.  That first meeting on the stairs——­”

He raged against her and against all women.

One evening, towards sunset, he came home dusty and weary and with a hang-dog air, for he had done something which made him ashamed.  Miles away from Ewell thirst and misery had brought him to a wayside inn, where—­the first time for years—­he drank strong liquor.  He drank more than he needed, and afterwards fell asleep in a lane, and woke to new wretchedness.

As he entered the house and was about to ascend the stairs, a voice called to him.  It was Mrs. Hannaford’s; she bade him come to her in the drawing-room.  Reluctantly he moved thither.  The lady was sitting idle and alone; she looked at him for a moment without speaking, then beckoned him forward.

“Your brother has been here,” she said, in a low voice not quite her own.

“Daniel?”

“Yes.  He called very soon after you had gone out.  He wouldn’t—­ couldn’t stay.  He’ll let you know when he is coming next time.”

“Oh, all right.”

“Come and sit down.”  She pointed to a chair next hers.  “How tired you look!”

Her tone was very soft, and, as he seated himself, she touched his arm gently.  The room was scented with roses.  A blind, half-drawn on the open window, broke the warm western rays; upon a tree near by, a garden warbler was piping evensong.

“What is it?” she asked, with a timid kindness.  “What has happened?  Won’t you tell me?”

“You know—­I am sure you know——­”

His voice was choked into silence.

“But you will get over it—­oh, yes, you will!  Your work——­”

“I can’t work!” he broke out vehemently—­“I shall never work again.  She has changed all my life.  I must find something else to do —­I don’t care what.  I can’t go in for that examination.”

Then abruptly he turned to her with a look of eagerness.

“Would it be any use?  Suppose I got a place in one of the offices?  Would there be any hope for me?”

Mrs. Hannaford’s eyes dropped.

“Don’t think of her,” she answered.  “She has such brilliant prospects—­it is so unlikely.  You think me unsympathetic—­oh, I’m not!” Again she let her fingers rest on his arm.  “I feel so much with you that I daren’t offer imaginary hopes.  She belongs to such a different world, try, try to forget her.”

“Of course I know she cares and thinks nothing about me now.  But if I made my way——­”

“She will marry very early, and someone——­”

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