Watersprings eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Watersprings.

Watersprings eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Watersprings.
under the table mentioned so eloquently in Scripture—­ sustenance unregarded and unvalued, no doubt, by yourself—­cast out inevitably and naturally as light from the sun!  It is not only the actual dicta,” said the Vicar, “though these alone are deeply treasured; it’s the method of thought, the reserve, the refinement, which I find insensibly affecting my own mental processes.  Before I was a mere collector of details.  Now I find myself saying, ’What is the aim of all this?  What is the synthesis?  Where does it come in?  Where does it tend to?’ I have not as yet found any very definite answer to these self-questionings, but the new spirit, the synthetic spirit, is there; and I find myself too concentrating my expression; I have become conscious in your presence of a certain diffuseness of talk—­I used, I think, to indulge much in synonyms and parallel clauses—­a characteristic, I have seen it said, of our immortal Shakespeare himself—­but I have found myself lately considering the aim, the effect, the form of my utterances, and have practised—­mainly in my sermons—­a certain economy of language, which I hope has been perceptible to other minds besides my own.”

“I always think your sermons very good,” said Howard, quite sincerely; “they seem to me arrows deliberately aimed at a definite target—­they have the grace of congruity, as the articles say.”

“You are very good,” said the Vicar.  “I am really overwhelmed; but I must admit that your presence—­the mere chance of your presence—­ has made me exercise an unwonted caution, and indeed introduce now and then an idea which is perhaps rather above the comprehension of my flock!”

“But may I go back for one moment?” said Howard.  “You will forgive my asking this—­but what you said just now about Maud interested me very much, and of course pleased me enormously.  I would do anything I could to make her happy in any way—­I wish you would tell me how and in what you think her more content.  I want to learn all I can about her earlier days—­you must remember that all that is unknown to me.  Won’t you exercise your powers of analysis for my benefit?”

“You are very kind,” said the Vicar in high delight; “let me see, let me see!  Well, dear Maud as a girl had always a very high and anxious sense of responsibility and duty.  She conceived of herself—­ perhaps owing to some chance expressions of my own—­as bound as far as possible to fill the place of her dear mother—­a gap, of course, that it was impossible to fill,—­my own pursuits are, you will realise, mere distractions, or, to be frank, were originally so designed, to combat my sense of loss.  But I am personally not a man who makes a morbid demand for sympathy—­I have little use for sympathy.  I face my troubles alone; I suffer alone,” said the Vicar with an incredible relish.  “And then Jack is an independent boy, and has no taste for being dominated.  So that I fear that dear Maud’s most touching efforts hardly fell on very responsive soil. 

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