But sight holds a soberer
space.
Colourless dogwood low
Curled up a twisted
root,
Nigh yellow-green mosses,
to flush
Redder than sun upon
rocks,
When the creeper clematis-shoot
Shall climb, cap his
branches, and show,
Beside veteran green
of the box,
At close of the year’s
maple blush,
A bleeding greybeard
is he,
Now hale in the leafage
lush.
Our parasites paint
us. Hard by,
A wet yew-trunk flashed
the peel
Of our naked forefathers
in fight;
With stains of the fray
sweating free;
And him came no parasite
nigh:
Firm on the hard knotted
knee,
He stood in the crown
of his dun;
Earth’s toughest
to stay her wheel:
Under whom the full
day is night;
Whom the century-tempests
call son,
Having striven to rend
him in vain.
I walked to observe,
not to feel,
Not to fancy, if simple
of eye
One may be among images
reaped
For a shift of the glance,
as grain:
Profitless froth you
espy
Ashore after billows
have leaped.
I fled nothing, nothing
pursued:
The changeful visible
face
Of our Mother I sought
for my food;
Crumbs by the way to
sustain.
Her sentence I knew
past grace.
Myself I had lost of
us twain,
Once bound in mirroring
thought.
She had flung me to
dust in her wake;
And I, as your convict
drags
His chain, by the scourge
untaught,
Bore life for a goad,
without aim.
I champed the sensations
that make
Of a ruffled philosophy
rags.
For them was no meaning
too blunt,
Nor aspect too cutting
of steel.
This Earth of the beautiful
breasts,
Shining up in all colours
aflame,
To them had visage of
hags:
A Mother of aches and
jests:
Soulless, heading a
hunt
Aimless except for the
meal.
Hope, with the star
on her front;
Fear, with an eye in
the heel;
Our links to a Mother
of grace;
They were dead on the
nerve, and dead
For the nature divided
in three;
Gone out of heart, out
of brain,
Out of soul: I
had in their place
The calm of an empty
room.
We were joined but by
that thin thread,
My disciplined habit
to see.
And those conjure images,
those,
The puppets of loss
or gain;
Not he who is bare to
his doom;
For whom never semblance
plays
To bewitch, overcloud,
illume.
The dusty mote-images
rose;
Sheer film of the surface
awag:
They sank as they rose;
their pain
Declaring them mine
of old days.


