Used! used! Hear now the discord-loving clown
Puff his gross spirit in them, worse than death!
I do not know myself without thee more:
In this unholy battle I grow base:
If the same soul be under the same face,
Speak, and a taste of that old time restore!
IX
He felt the wild beast
in him betweenwhiles
So masterfully rude,
that he would grieve
To see the helpless
delicate thing receive
His guardianship through
certain dark defiles.
Had he not teeth to
rend, and hunger too?
But still he spared
her. Once: ‘Have you no fear?’
He said: ’twas
dusk; she in his grasp; none near.
She laughed: ‘No,
surely; am I not with you?’
And uttering that soft
starry ‘you,’ she leaned
Her gentle body near
him, looking up;
And from her eyes, as
from a poison-cup,
He drank until the flittering
eyelids screened.
Devilish malignant witch!
and oh, young beam
Of heaven’s circle-glory!
Here thy shape
To squeeze like an intoxicating
grape —
I might, and yet thou
goest safe, supreme.
X
But where began the
change; and what’s my crime?
The wretch condemned,
who has not been arraigned,
Chafes at his sentence.
Shall I, unsustained,
Drag on Love’s
nerveless body thro’ all time?
I must have slept, since
now I wake. Prepare,
You lovers, to know
Love a thing of moods:
Not, like hard life,
of laws. In Love’s deep woods,
I dreamt of loyal Life:-
the offence is there!
Love’s jealous
woods about the sun are curled;
At least, the sun far
brighter there did beam. —
My crime is, that the
puppet of a dream,
I plotted to be worthy
of the world.
Oh, had I with my darling
helped to mince
The facts of life, you
still had seen me go
With hindward feather
and with forward toe,
Her much-adored delightful
Fairy Prince!
XI
Out in the yellow meadows,
where the bee
Hums by us with the
honey of the Spring,
And showers of sweet
notes from the larks on wing
Are dropping like a
noon-dew, wander we.
Or is it now? or was
it then? for now,
As then, the larks from
running rings pour showers:
The golden foot of May
is on the flowers,
And friendly shadows
dance upon her brow.
What’s this, when
Nature swears there is no change
To challenge eyesight?
Now, as then, the grace
Of heaven seems holding
earth in its embrace.
Nor eyes, nor heart,
has she to feel it strange?
Look, woman, in the
West. There wilt thou see
An amber cradle near
the sun’s decline:
Within it, featured
even in death divine,
Is lying a dead infant,
slain by thee.


