With muffled pulses. Then, as midnight makes
Her giant heart of Memory and Tears
Drink the pale drug of silence, and so beat
Sleep’s heavy measure, they from head to feet
Were moveless, looking through their dead black years,
By vain regret scrawled over the blank wall.
Like sculptured effigies they might be seen
Upon their marriage-tomb, the sword between;
Each wishing for the sword that severs all.
II
It ended, and the morrow
brought the task.
Her eyes were guilty
gates, that let him in
By shutting all too
zealous for their sin:
Each sucked a secret,
and each wore a mask.
But, oh, the bitter
taste her beauty had!
He sickened as at breath
of poison-flowers:
A languid humour stole
among the hours,
And if their smiles
encountered, he went mad,
And raged deep inward,
till the light was brown
Before his vision, and
the world, forgot,
Looked wicked as some
old dull murder-spot.
A star with lurid beams,
she seemed to crown
The pit of infamy:
and then again
He fainted on his vengefulness,
and strove
To ape the magnanimity
of love,
And smote himself, a
shuddering heap of pain.
III
This was the woman;
what now of the man?
But pass him. If
he comes beneath a heel,
He shall be crushed
until he cannot feel,
Or, being callous, haply
till he can.
But he is nothing:-
nothing? Only mark
The rich light striking
out from her on him!
Ha! what a sense it
is when her eyes swim
Across the man she singles,
leaving dark
All else! Lord
God, who mad’st the thing so fair,
See that I am drawn
to her even now!
It cannot be such harm
on her cool brow
To put a kiss?
Yet if I meet him there!
But she is mine!
Ah, no! I know too well
I claim a star whose
light is overcast:
I claim a phantom-woman
in the Past.
The hour has struck,
though I heard not the bell!
IV
All other joys of life
he strove to warm,
And magnify, and catch
them to his lip:
But they had suffered
shipwreck with the ship,
And gazed upon him sallow
from the storm.
Or if Delusion came,
’twas but to show
The coming minute mock
the one that went.
Cold as a mountain in
its star-pitched tent,
Stood high Philosophy,
less friend than foe:
Whom self-caged Passion,
from its prison-bars,
Is always watching with
a wondering hate.
Not till the fire is
dying in the grate,
Look we for any kinship
with the stars.
Oh, wisdom never comes
when it is gold,
And the great price
we pay for it full worth:
We have it only when
we are half earth.
Little avails that coinage
to the old!


