Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

‘For, Richie,’ said he, ’you may not know—­and it is not to win your thanks I inform you of it—­that I labour unremittingly in my son’s interests.  I have established him, on his majority, in Germany, at a Court.  My object now is to establish him in England.  Promise me that it shall be the decided endeavour of your energies and talents to rise to the height I point out to you?  You promise, I perceive,’ he added, sharp in detecting the unpleasant predicament of a boy who is asked to speak priggishly.  So then I could easily promise with a firm voice.  He dropped certain explosive hints, which reminded me of the funny ideas of my state and greatness I had when a child.  I shrugged at them; I cared nothing for revelations to come by-and-by.  My object was to unite my father and grandfather on terms of friendship.

This was the view that now absorbed and fixed my mind.  To have him a frequent visitor at Riversley, if not a resident in the house, enlivening them all, while I, perhaps, trifled a cavalry sabre, became one of my settled dreams.  The difficult part of the scheme appeared to me the obtaining of my father’s consent.  I mentioned it, and he said immediately that he must have his freedom.  ‘Now, for instance,’ said he, ’what is my desire at this moment?  I have always a big one perched on a rock in the distance; but I speak of my present desire.  And let it be supposed that the squire is one of us:  we are returning to England.  Well, I want to show you a stork’s nest.  We are not far enough South for the stork to build here.  It is a fact, Richie, that I do want to show you the bird for luck, and as a feature of the country.  And in me, a desire to do a thing partakes of the impetus of steam.

Well, you see we are jogging home to England.  I resist myself for duty’s sake:  that I can do.  But if the squire were here with his yea and his nay, by heavens!  I should be off to the top of the Rhine like a tornado.  I submit to circumstances:  I cannot, and I will not, be dictated to by men.’

‘That seems to me rather unreasonable,’ I remonstrated.

‘It is; I am ashamed of it,’ he answered.  ’Do as you will, Richie; set me down at Riversley, but under no slight, mark you.  I keep my honour intact, like a bottled cordial; my unfailing comfort in adversity!  I hand it to you, my son, on my death-bed, and say, “You have there the essence of my life.  Never has it been known of me that I swallowed an insult."’

‘Then, papa, I shall have a talk with the squire.’

‘Make good your ground in the castle,’ said he.  ’I string a guitar outside.  You toss me a key from the walls.  If there is room, and I have leisure, I enter.  If not, you know I am paving your way in other quarters.  Riversley, my boy, is an excellent foothold and fortress:  Riversley is not the world.  At Riversley I should have to wear a double face, and, egad! a double stomach-bag, like young Jack feeding with the giant—­one full of ambition, the other of provender.  That place is our touchstone to discover whether we have prudence.  We have, I hope.  And we will have, Mr. Temple, a pleasant day or two in Paris.’

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