The Tale of Chloe eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 97 pages of information about The Tale of Chloe.

The Tale of Chloe eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 97 pages of information about The Tale of Chloe.

The kiss she had sunk to robbed no one, not even her body’s purity, for when this knot was tied she consigned herself to her end, and had become a bag of dust.  The other knots in the string pointed to verifications; this first one was a suspicion, and it was the more precious, she felt it to be more a certainty; it had come from the dark world beyond us, where all is known.  Her belief that it had come thence was nourished by testimony, the space of blackness wherein she had lived since, exhausting her last vitality in a simulation of infantile happiness, which was nothing other than the carrying on of her emotion of the moment of sharp sour sweet—­such as it may be, the doomed below attain for their knowledge of joy—­when, at the first meeting with her lover, the perception of his treachery to the soul confiding in him, told her she had lived, and opened out the cherishable kingdom of insensibility to her for her heritage.

She made her tragic humility speak thankfully to the wound that slew her.  ‘Had it not been so, I should not have seen him,’ she said:—­Her lover would not have come to her but for his pursuit of another woman.

She pardoned him for being attracted by that beautiful transplant of the fields:  pardoned her likewise.  ’He when I saw him first was as beautiful to me.  For him I might have done as much.’

Far away in a lighted hall of the West, her family raised hands of reproach.  They were minute objects, keenly discerned as diminished figures cut in steel.  Feeling could not be very warm for them, they were so small, and a sea that had drowned her ran between; and looking that way she had scarce any warmth of feeling save for a white rhaiadr leaping out of broken cloud through branched rocks, where she had climbed and dreamed when a child.  The dream was then of the coloured days to come; now she was more infant in her mind, and she watched the scattered water broaden, and tasted the spray, sat there drinking the scene, untroubled by hopes as a lamb, different only from an infant in knowing that she had thrown off life to travel back to her home and be refreshed.  She heard her people talk; they were unending babblers in the waterfall.  Truth was with them, and wisdom.  How, then, could she pretend to any right to live?  Already she had no name; she was less living than a tombstone.  For who was Chloe?  Her family might pass the grave of Chloe without weeping, without moralizing.  They had foreseen her ruin, they had foretold it, they noised it in the waters, and on they sped to the plains, telling the world of their prophecy, and making what was untold as yet a lighter thing to do.

The lamps in an irregularly dotted line underneath the hill beckoned her to her task of appearing as the gayest of them that draw their breath for the day and have pulses for the morrow.

CHAPTER X

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