Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 6 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 121 pages of information about Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 6.

Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 6 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 121 pages of information about Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 6.
dark lashes of his eyes seemed to lie on his plump cheeks.  Richard stooped lower down to him, hungering for some movement as a sign that he lived.  Lucy whispered.  “He sleeps like you, Richard—­one arm under his head.”  Great wonder, and the stir of a grasping tenderness was in Richard.  He breathed quick and soft, bending lower, till Lucy’s curls, as she nestled and bent with him, rolled on the crimson quilt of the cot.  A smile went up the plump cheeks:  forthwith the bud of a mouth was in rapid motion.  The young mother whispered, blushing:  “He’s dreaming of me,” and the simple words did more than Richard’s eyes to make him see what was.  Then Lucy began to hum and buzz sweet baby-language, and some of the tiny fingers stirred, and he made as if to change his cosy position, but reconsidered, and deferred it, with a peaceful little sigh.  Lucy whispered:  “He is such a big fellow.  Oh! when you see him awake he is so like you, Richard.”

He did not hear her immediately:  it seemed a bit of heaven dropped there in his likeness:  the more human the fact of the child grew the more heavenly it seemed.  His son! his child! should he ever see him awake?  At the thought, he took the words that had been spoken, and started from the dream he had been in.  “Will he wake soon, Lucy?”

“Oh no! not yet, dear:  not for hours.  I would have kept him awake for you, but he was so sleepy.”

Richard stood back from the cot.  He thought that if he saw the eyes of his boy, and had him once on his heart, he never should have force to leave him.  Then he looked down on him, again struggled to tear himself away.  Two natures warred in his bosom, or it may have been the Magian Conflict still going on.  He had come to see his child once and to make peace with his wife before it should be too late.  Might he not stop with them?  Might he not relinquish that devilish pledge?  Was not divine happiness here offered to him?—­If foolish Ripton had not delayed to tell him of his interview with Mountfalcon all might have been well.  But pride said it was impossible.  And then injury spoke.  For why was he thus base and spotted to the darling of his love?  A mad pleasure in the prospect of wreaking vengeance on the villain who had laid the trap for him, once more blackened his brain.  If he would stay he could not.  So he resolved, throwing the burden on Fate.  The struggle was over, but oh, the pain!

Lucy beheld the tears streaming hot from his face on the child’s cot.  She marvelled at such excess of emotion.  But when his chest heaved, and the extremity of mortal anguish appeared to have seized him, her heart sank, and she tried to get him in her arms.  He turned away from her and went to the window.  A half-moon was over the lake.

“Look!” he said, “do you remember our rowing there one night, and we saw the shadow of the cypress?  I wish I could have come early to-night that we might have had another row, and I have heard you sing there!”

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