of thought into a key that shall open, not the ivory
gate of our dreams, but the very door of this our
dwelling—into a cup that shall hold, not
only the wondrous water of dreams, but the living water
that falls, drop by drop, on our roof—into
scales, not content vaguely to balance schemes for
the future, but that record, with unerring accuracy,
what we have done to-day. The very loftiest ideal
has taken no root within us, so long as it penetrate
not every limb, so long as it palpitate not at our
finger-tip. Some there are whose intellect profits
by this return to self; with others, the character
gains. The first have clearest vision for all
that concerns not themselves, that calls them not
to action; but it is above all when stern reality
confronts them, and time for action has come, that
the eyes of the others glow bright. One might
almost believe in there being an intellectual consciousness,
languidly resting for ever upon an immovable throne,
whence she issues commands to the will through faithless
or indolent envoys, and a moral consciousness, incessantly
stirring, afoot, at all times ready to march.
It may be that this latter consciousness depends on
the former—indeed who shall say that she
is not the former, wearied from long repose, wherein
she has learned all that was to be learned; that has
at last determined to rise, to descend the steps of
inactivity and sally forth into life? And all
will be well, if only she have not tarried so long
that her limbs refuse their office. Is it not
preferable sometimes to act in opposition to our thoughts
than never dare to act in accord with them? Rarely
indeed is the active error irremediable; men and things
are quickly on the spot, eager to set it right; but
they are helpless before the passive error that has
shunned contact with the real. Let all this,
however, by no means be construed into meaning that
the intellectual consciousness must be starved, or
its growth arrested, for fear lest it outpace the
moral consciousness. We need have no fear; no
ideal conceived by man can be too admirable for life
to conform with it. To float the smallest act
of justice or love requires a very torrent of desire
for good. For our conduct only to be honest we
must have thoughts within us ten times loftier than
our conduct. Even to keep somewhat clear of evil
bespeaks enormous craving for good. Of all the
forces in the world there is none melts so quickly
away as the thought that has to descend into everyday
life; wherefore we must needs be heroic in thought
for our deeds to pass muster, or at the least be harmless.
103. Let us once again, and for the last time, return to obscure destinies. They teach us that, physical misfortune apart, there is remedy for all; and that to complain of destiny is only to expose our own feebleness of soul. We are told in the history of Rome how a certain Julius Sabinus, a senator from Gaul, headed a revolt against the Emperor Vespasian, and was duly defeated. He might have sought refuge


