a flower that virtue will pluck on its road, but it
was not to gather this flower that virtue set forth
on its travels. It is a grave, error to think
that the beauty of soul is most clearly revealed by
the eager desire for sacrifice; for the soul’s
fertile beauty resides in its consciousness, in the
elevation and power of its life. There are some,
it is true, that awake from their sleep at the call
of sacrifice only; but these lack the strength and
the courage to seek other forms of moral existence.
It is, as a rule, far easier to sacrifice self—to
give up, that is, our moral existence to the first
one who chooses to take it—than to fulfil
our spiritual destiny, to accomplish, right to the
end, the task for which we were created. It is
easier far, as a rule, to die morally, nay, even physically,
for others, than to learn how best we should live
for them. There are too many beings who thus lull
to sleep all initiative, personal life, and absorb
themselves wholly in the idea that they are prepared
and ready for sacrifice. The consciousness that
never succeeds in travelling beyond this idea, that
is satisfied ever to seek an occasion for giving all
that which it has, is a consciousness whose eyes are
sealed, and that crouches be-numbed at the foot of
the mountain. There is beauty in the giving of
self, and indeed it is only by giving oneself that
we do, at the end, begin to possess ourselves somewhat;
but if all that we some day shall give to our brethren
is the desire to give them ourselves, then are we
surely preparing a gift of most slender value.
Before giving, let us try to acquire; for this last
is a duty where from we are not relieved by the fact
of our giving. Let us wait till the hour of sacrifice
sounds; till then, each man to his work. The hour
will sound at last; but let us not waste all our time
in seeking it on the dial of life.
66. There are many ways of sacrifice; and I speak
not here of the self-sacrifice of the strong, who
know, as Antigone knew, how to yield themselves up
when destiny, taking the form of their brothers’
manifest happiness, calls upon them to abandon their
own happiness and their life. I speak of the
sacrifice here that is made by the feeble; that leans
for support, with childish content, on the staff of
its own inanity—that is as an old blind
nurse, who would rock us in the palsied arms of renouncement
and useless suffering. On this point let us note
what John Ruskin says, one of the best thinkers of
our time: “The will of God respecting us
is that we shall live by each other’s happiness
and life; not by each other’s misery or death.
A child may have to die for its parents; but the purpose
of Heaven is that it shall rather live for them; that
not by sacrifice, but by its strength, its joy, its
force of being, it shall be to them renewal of strength;
and as the arrow in the hand of the giant. So
it is in all other right relations. Men help each
other by their joy, not by their sorrow. They