The Emancipated eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 538 pages of information about The Emancipated.

The Emancipated eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 538 pages of information about The Emancipated.

Mrs. Fletcher screamed with horror.  No, no; Bartles did not contain any one so malicious as that.  After all, whatever had been said was merely the outcome of a natural disappointment.  All would be put right again.  To-morrow was Sunday, and when Miriam appeared in the chapel—­

“I have no intention of going to chapel.”

On Monday morning she returned to London.  Excepting Mrs. Fletcher and her daughters, she had spoken with no one in Bartles.  She came away with a contemptuous hatred of the place—­a resolve never to see it again.

This had been the one thing needed to make Miriam as intolerant in agnosticism as she formerly was in dogma.  Henceforth she felt the animosity of a renegade.  In the course of a few hours her soul had completed its transformation, and at the incitement of that pride which had always been the strongest motive within her.  Her old faith was now identified with the cackle of Bartles, and she flung it behind her with disdain.

Not that she felt insulted by the supposition that she had turned Romanist.  No single reason would account for her revolt, which, coining thus late, was all but as violent as that which had animated her brother from his boyhood.  Intellectual progress had something to do with it, for on approaching with new eyes that narrow provincial life, she could scarcely believe it had once been her own, and resented the memory of such a past.  But less worthy promptings were more strongly operative.  The Bartles folk had a certain measure of right against her; she had ostentatiously promised them a chapel, and how was her failure in keeping the promise to be accounted for?  This justification of theirs chafed her; she felt the ire of one who has no right to be angry.  It shamed her, moreover, to be reminded of the pretentious spirit which was the origin of this trouble; and to be shamed by her inferiors was to Miriam a venomed stab.  Then, again, she saw no way of revenging herself.  Had she this morning possessed the power of calling down fire from heaven, Lancashire would shortly have missed one of its ugliest little towns; small doubt of that.

No wonder a grave old gentleman who sat opposite on the journey to London was constrained frequently to look at her.  As often as she forgot herself, the wrathful arrogance which boiled in her heart was revealed on her features; the strained brow, the flashing eyes, the stern-set lips, made a countenance not often to be studied in the railway-carriage.

It was with distinct pleasure that she found herself again in London.  Contrasted with her homes in the south, London had depressed and discouraged her; but in this also did the visit to Bartles change her feeling.  She understood now what Ii ad determined the Spences to make their abode once more in London.  She too was in need of tonics for the mind.  The roar of the streets was grateful to her; it seemed to lull the painful excitement in which she had travelled, and at the same time to stimulate her courage.  Yes, she could face miseries better in London, after all.  She could begin to work again, and make lofty that edifice of anti dogmatic scorn which had now such solid foundations.

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