In the Year of Jubilee eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 509 pages of information about In the Year of Jubilee.

In the Year of Jubilee eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 509 pages of information about In the Year of Jubilee.

Her personal demeanour showed a change.  So careful hitherto of feminine grace and decorum, she began to affect a mannishness of bearing, a bluntness of speech, such as found favour at De Crespigny Park.  In a few weeks she had resumed friendly intercourse with Mrs. Peachey and her sisters, and spent an occasional evening at their house.  Her father asked no questions; she rarely saw him except at meals.  A stranger must have observed the signs of progressive malady in Mr. Lord’s face, but Nancy was aware of nothing to cause uneasiness; she thought of him as suffering a little from ‘gout;’ elderly people were of course subject to such disorders.  On most days he went to business; if he remained at home, Mary attended him assiduously, and he would accept no other ministration.

Nancy was no longer inclined to study, and cared little for reading of any sort.  That new book on Evolution, which she had brought from the library just before Jubilee Day, was still lying about; a dozen times she had looked at it with impatience, and reminded herself that it must be returned.  Evolution!  She already knew all about Darwinism, all she needed to know.  If necessary she could talk about it—­oh, with an air.  But who wanted to talk about such things?  After all, only priggish people,—­the kind of people who lived at Champion Hill.  Or idiots like Samuel Bennett Barmby, who bothered about the future of the world.  What was it to her—­the future of the world?  She wanted to live in the present, to enjoy her youth.  An evening like that she had spent in the huge crowd, with a man like Crewe to amuse her with his talk, was worth whole oceans of ‘culture.’

‘Culture’ she already possessed, abundance of it.  The heap of books she had read!  Last winter she had attended a course of lectures, delivered by ’a young University gentleman with a tone of bland omniscience, on ‘The History of Hellenic Civilisation;’ her written answers to the little ‘test papers’ had been marked ’very satisfactory.’  Was it not a proof of culture achieved?  Education must not encroach upon the years of maturity.  Nature marked the time when a woman should begin to live.

There was poor Jessica.  As July drew on, Jessica began to look cadaverous, ghostly.  She would assuredly break down long before the time of her examination.  What a wretched, what an absurd existence!  Her home, too, was so miserable.  Mrs. Morgan lay ill, unable to attend to anything; if she could not have a change of air, it must soon be all over with her.  But they had no money, no chance of going to the seaside.

It happened at length that Mr. Lord saw Jessica one evening, when she had come to spend an hour in Grove Lane.  After her departure, he asked Nancy what was the matter with the girl, and Nancy explained the situation.

‘Well, why not take her with you, when you go away?’

’I didn’t know that I was going away, father.  Nothing has been said of it.’

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