Hugh was stirring. He groaned, and threw out one of his arms; muttered, as if angrily. She touched him, and on the instant he awoke.
’Sibyl? Good God! that’s a queer thing — I dreamt that yesterday was a dream, and that I had woke up to find myself —— Did you ever do that — dream you were dreaming?’
She stroked his head, laughing playfully.
’You’ve had a good long night. Don’t you feel better? Shall I bring you some breakfast here?’
‘No; I must get up. What’s the time? Miles will be coming.’
Sibyl knew that the Major would not be here until two o’clock; but she said nothing, and left him to dress.
On the breakfast-table were delicacies to tempt his palate, but Hugh turned from them. He ate for a few minutes only, without appetite, and, as on the day before, Sibyl was annoyed by the strange rudeness with which he fed himself; he seemed to have forgotten the habits of refinement at table. Afterwards he lighted a cigar, but soon threw it aside; tobacco made him sick. In the drawing-room he moved aimlessly about, blundering now and then against a piece of furniture, and muttering a curse. The clothes he wore, out of his old wardrobe, hung loose about him; he had a stoop in the shoulders.
‘Sibyl, what are we going to do?’
For this she had waited. She sat looking at him with a compassionate smile. It was an odd thing if this poor broken-down man could not be made subservient to her will.
’I still think, dear boy, that we ought to accept Lady Isobel’s invitation.’
A nervous paroxysm shook him.
‘Damn Lady Isobel! I thought that was done with.’
’I don’t think you would speak of her like that, Hugh, if you knew all her kindness to me. I couldn’t tell you all yesterday. May I now? Or shall I only irritate you?’
’What is it? Of course, I don’t want you to offend her. But I suppose she has common-sense?’
’More than most women. There’s no fear of offending her. I have another reason. Come and sit quietly by me, and let us talk as we used to do. Do you know, dear, it’s a good thing for me that I had powerful friends; I needed all their help against my enemies.’
‘What enemies?’
’Have you forgotten what you yourself said, and felt so strongly, at that time — what a danger I was exposed to when we determined to tell the whole truth? You knew what some people would say.’
’They’ve said it, no doubt; and what harm has it done you? Tell me a name, and if it’s a man ——’
’Don’t! I can’t bear to see that look on your face, Hugh. You could do nothing but endless harm, trying to defend me that way. I have lived it down, thinking of you even more than of myself. There was a time when I almost despaired; people are so glad to think evil. If I had been a weak woman, I should have run away and hidden myself; and then everybody would have said, “I told