No one save myself had observed any sign of depression,
and her half-bantering talk with me was trivial enough.
No one could adduce a reason for her midnight walk
on the tow-path. The obvious question arose.
Whom had she gone forth to meet? What man?
There was not a man in the neighbourhood with whom
her name could be particularly associated. Generally,
it could be associated with a score or so. The
modern young girl of her position and upbringing has
a drove of young male intimates. With one she
rides, with another she golfs, with another she dances
a two-step, with another she Bostons; she will let
Tom read poetry to her, although, as she expresses
it, “he bores her stiff,” because her
sex responds to the tribute; she plays lady patroness
to Dick, and tries to intrigue him into a soft job;
and as for Harry she goes on telling him month after
month that unless he forswears sack and lives cleanly
she will visit him with her high displeasure.
Meanwhile, most of these satellites have affaires
de coeur of their own, some respectable, others not;
they regard the young lady with engaging frankness
as a woman and a sister, they have the run of her
father’s house, and would feel insulted if anybody
questioned the perfect correctness of their behaviour.
Each man has, say, half a dozen houses where he is
welcomed on the same understanding. Of course,
when one particular young man and one particular young
woman read lunatic things in each other’s eyes,
then the rest of the respective quasi-sisters and
quasi-brothers have to go hang. (In parenthesis, I
may state that the sisters are more ruthlessly sacrificed
than the brothers.) At any rate, frankness is the
saving quality of the modern note.
In the case of Althea, there had been no sign of such
specialisation. She could not have gone forth,
poor child, to meet the twenty with whom she was known
to be on terms of careless comradeship. She had
gone from her home, driven by God knows what impulse,
to walk in the starlight—there was no moon—along
the banks of the canal. In the darkness, had
she missed her footing and stepped into nothingness
and the black water? The Coroner’s Jury
decided the question in the affirmative. They
brought in a verdict of death by misadventure.
And up to the date on which I begin this little Chronicle
of Wellingsford, namely that of the summons to Wellings
Park, when I heard of the death of young Oswald Fenimore,
that is all I knew of the matter.
Throughout July my friends were like dead people.
There was nothing that could be said to them by way
of consolation. The sun had gone out of their
heaven. There was no light in the world.
Having known Death as a familiar foe, and having fought
against its terrors; having only by the grace of God
been able to lift up a man’s voice in my hour
of awful bereavement, and cry, “O Death, where
is thy sting, O Grave, thy Victory?” I could
suffer with them and fear for their reason. They
lived in a state of coma, unaware of life, performing,
like automata, their daily tasks.