Holiness to let these virtues simplify and sustain
our Church,—and so raise it a burning and
shining light of loving-kindness and universal tolerance,—so
shall it be the true city set on a hill which shall
draw all men to its shelter! But if unjust judgment,
intolerance, cruelty and fanaticism, should again
be allowed, as once before in history, to blot its
fairness and blight its reputation, then there is not
much time left to it,—inasmuch as there
is a force in the world to-day likely to prove too
strong for many of us,—a mighty combat for
Truth, in which conflicting creeds will fight their
questions out together with terrible passion and insistence,
bringing many souls to grief and pitiful disaster.
You, Holy Father, can arrest all this by making the
Church of Rome, Christian rather than Pagan—by
removing every touch of idolatry, every recollection
of paid prayers, and by teaching a lofty, pure and
practical faith such as our Redeemer desired for us,
so that it may be a refuge in the storm, a haven wherein
all the world shall find peace. This is for you
and for those who come after you to do,—I,
Felix Bonpre, shall not be here to see the change
so wrought, for I shall have gone from hence to answer
for my poor stewardship,—God grant I may
not be found altogether wanting in intention, though
I may have been inadequate in deed! And so with
my earnest prayer for your health and long continuance
of life I bid you farewell, asking you nothing for
myself at all but a reasonable judgment,—unprejudiced
and calm and Christlike,—which will in
good time persuade you that it would be but a cruelty
to carry out your indignation against me by depriving
me of that diocese where all my people know and love
me,— simply because I have befriended a
child, and because having once befriended him I refuse
to desert him. But if your mind should remain
absolutely fixed to carry out your intentions I can
only bow my head to your will and submit to the stroke
of destiny, feeling it to be my Master’s wish
that I should suffer something for His sake, and knowing
from His words that if I ’offend one of these
little ones,’ such as this friendless boy, ’it
were better for me that a millstone were hung about
my neck and I myself drowned in the depths of the
sea!’ Between the Church doctrine and Christ’s
own gospel, I choose the gospel; between Rome’s
discipline and Christ’s command I choose Christ’s
command,—and shall be content to be glad
or sorrowful, fortunate or poor, as equally to live
or die as my Master, and your Master, shall bid.
For we all are nothing but His creatures, bound to
serve Him, and where we serve Him not there must be
evil worse than death.
“So in all humbleness still awaiting a more reasonable decision at your hands, I am, Most Holy Father,
“Your faithful servant and brother in Christ,
“Felix Bonpre.”


