The Window-Gazer eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 331 pages of information about The Window-Gazer.

The Window-Gazer eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 331 pages of information about The Window-Gazer.

“Allow it?” In surprised injury.

Desire did not take up the challenge.  She was looking, he thought, unusually excited.  There was faint color on her cheek.  Her hands, generally so quiet, clasped and unclasped her handbag with an irritating click.  Being a wise man, Rogers waited until the clicking had subsided.  Then, “What’s the matter?” he asked mildly.

“John,” said Desire, “do you know anything about love?”

“I see you do,” she added as the car leapt forward, narrowly missing a surprised cow.  “So perhaps you will laugh at my new wisdom.  I learned something to-day.”

The car was giving trouble.  For a few moments its eccentricities required its driver’s undivided attention.  Even when it was running smoothly again, he appeared preoccupied.  But Desire was seldom in a hurry.  She waited until he was quite ready.

“You learned something—­about love?” asked John gruffly.

“Yes.  Have you a sore throat?  Your voice sounds all dusty.  I used to think,” she went on dreamily, “that love was something that came from outside.  That it depended on things.  But it doesn’t depend on anything and it’s not outside at all.”

“And you found this out, today?”

“Yes.  I saw it, in Miss Martin.  It was quite plain.  What idiots we were to pity her!”

“Did we pity her?”

The question was mechanical.  John was not thinking of Miss Martin.  He was thinking of the faint rose upon Desire’s half-turned cheek.  Desire blushing!

“Of course we did.  And we had no right.  And there is no need.”

“Don’t let’s do it, then,” said John.  Out of the corner of his eye he saw, with a quickening of his pulse, how stirred she was.  And his wonder mounted.  That desire, of the cool, grey eyes and unwarmed smile, should speak of love at all was sufficiently amazing, but that she should speak of it with tinted cheek was a miracle.

Yet this, he quickly remembered, was something which he had himself foreseen.  He had never really accepted Spence’s theory that early disillusion had seriously poisoned the lifesprings natural to her age.  Her awakening had been certain.  He had warned Spence that she would wake!  He felt all the exultation of a prophet who sees his prophecy fulfilled.  But common sense urged caution.  To frighten her now might be fatal.  He tried to bring his mind back to Miss Martin.

“At least,” he said, “our intentions were admirable.  We were trying to help her.”

“We were being very impertinent,” affirmed Desire.  “Benis told me so this morning.”

“Benis told you?” in surprise.

“Well, he didn’t exactly tell me.  But I am sure he wanted to.”

This was too subtle for the doctor.  There were times when he frankly admitted his inability to bridge Desire’s conversational chasms.  He was often puzzled by the things she did not say.

“What was Benis thinking of,” he said irritably, “to let you come out in that bread cart?”

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