North and South eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 692 pages of information about North and South.

North and South eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 692 pages of information about North and South.

She was in violent hysterics.  Margaret went and called Dixon in terror.  Dixon came in a huff, and accused Margaret of having over-excited her mother.  Margaret bore all meekly, only trusting that her father might not return.  In spite of her alarm, which was even greater than the occasion warranted, she obeyed all Dixon’s directions promptly and well, without a word of self-justification.  By so doing she mollified her accuser.  They put her mother to bed, and Margaret sate by her till she fell asleep, and afterwards till Dixon beckoned her out of the room, and, with a sour face, as if doing something against the grain, she bade her drink a cup of coffee which she had prepared for her in the drawing-room, and stood over her in a commanding attitude as she did so.

’You shouldn’t have been so curious, Miss, and then you wouldn’t have needed to fret before your time.  It would have come soon enough.  And now, I suppose, you’ll tell master, and a pretty household I shall have of you!’

‘No, Dixon,’ said Margaret, sorrowfully, ’I will not tell papa.  He could not bear it as I can.’  And by way of proving how well she bore it, she burst into tears.

’Ay!  I knew how it would be.  Now you’ll waken your mamma, just after she’s gone to sleep so quietly.  Miss Margaret my dear, I’ve had to keep it down this many a week; and though I don’t pretend I can love her as you do, yet I loved her better than any other man, woman, or child—­no one but Master Frederick ever came near her in my mind.  Ever since Lady Beresford’s maid first took me in to see her dressed out in white crape, and corn-ears, and scarlet poppies, and I ran a needle down into my finger, and broke it in, and she tore up her worked pocket-handkerchief, after they’d cut it out, and came in to wet the bandages again with lotion when she returned from the ball—­where she’d been the prettiest young lady of all—­I’ve never loved any one like her.  I little thought then that I should live to see her brought so low.  I don’t mean no reproach to nobody.  Many a one calls you pretty and handsome, and what not.  Even in this smoky place, enough to blind one’s eyes, the owls can see that.  But you’ll never be like your mother for beauty—­never; not if you live to be a hundred.’

‘Mamma is very pretty still.  Poor mamma!’

‘Now don’t ye set off again, or I shall give way at last’ (whimpering).  ’You’ll never stand master’s coming home, and questioning, at this rate.  Go out and take a walk, and come in something like.  Many’s the time I’ve longed to walk it off—­the thought of what was the matter with her, and how it must all end.’

‘Oh, Dixon!’ said Margaret, ’how often I’ve been cross with you, not knowing what a terrible secret you had to bear!’

’Bless you, child!  I like to see you showing a bit of a spirit.  It’s the good old Beresford blood.  Why, the last Sir John but two shot his steward down, there where he stood, for just telling him that he’d racked the tenants, and he’d racked the tenants till he could get no more money off them than he could get skin off a flint.’

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