determined to apply to the King of Saxony for my amnesty
in a letter in which I shall candidly own my rashness,
and at the same time explicitly state that my promise,
never and in no manner to meddle with politics, comes
from my very heart. The drawback to this is that,
if the other side were ill-inclined, my letter might
easily be published in such a manner that I should
be compelled to protest publicly against a false and
humiliating explanation of my step, and this would
lead to a permanent breach, which would make reconciliation
impossible. Taking all this into account, I must
think it the best thing if my request were laid before
the King by word of mouth, through a third person.
To satisfy me completely, and give me a chance of
success, this could only be done by you, dear Franz.
Therefore I ask you plainly, Will you undertake to
demand an audience of the King of Saxony on the strength
of a letter from the Grand Duke of Weimar? What
you should say to the King at such an audience I need
not indicate, but we surely agree that in asking for
my amnesty stress should be laid upon my artistic
nature. On account of that nature and of
my individual character as an artist, my startling
political excess can alone be explained and excused,
and the reasons for my amnesty should be considered
in the same light. With regard to that excess
and to its consequences, which have continued for
several years, I am ready to admit that I appear to
myself as one who was in error and led away by passion,
although I am not conscious that I have committed
a real crime, which would come under a judicial sentence,
and I should therefore find it difficult to plead
guilty to such a crime. Concerning my conduct
in the future, I should be prepared to make any binding
promise that could be desired of me. I should
only have to announce the modified and clearer view
which makes me look upon the affairs of this world
in a light in which I did not see them previously,
and which induces me to confine myself to my art,
without any reference to political speculation.
You might also point out that my reappearance in Germany
could in no circumstances give rise to a demonstration
which, although it might be meant for the artist only,
could be explained and applied in a political sense
by evil-disposed persons. Fortunately I have,
as an artist, reached such a stage that
I need consider only my works of art and their success,
but no longer the applause of the multitude. I
would therefore promise, with the greatest determination
and quite in accordance with my own wishes, to avoid
every public demonstration of sympathy which might
be offered to me, even as an artist, such as complimentary
dinners and the like. These I should most positively
decline, and indeed make them, as far as would be
in my power, impossible by the mode of my sojourn in
various places. I should not even insist upon
conducting the performance of any of my operas in
person. All I should care for would be to secure


