unheard of incomparable blossom, developed with such
rapidity, that it soon had to arrive at the destruction
of matter, and the negation of the world. The
fine and deeply passionate spirit of the nation finds
expression in the term “honour,” which
contains all the noblest and at the same time most
terrible elements of a second religion; the most frightful
selfishness and the noblest sacrifice simultaneously
find their embodiment in it. The essence of the
“world” proper could never have been expressed
more pointedly, more brilliantly, more powerfully
and at the same time more destructively, more terribly.
The most striking imaginings of the poet have the
conflict between this “honour” and a profoundly
human pity for their subject. This “honour”
determines the actions which are acknowledged and
praised by the world, while wounded pity takes refuge
in a scarcely expressed, but all the more deeply moving,
sublime melancholy, in which we recognise the essence
of the world to be terror and nothingness. It
is the Catholic religion which tries to bridge over
this deep chasm, and nowhere else did it gain such
profound significance as here, where the contrast
between the world and pity was developed in a more
pregnant, more precise, more plastic form than in
any other nation. It is very significant for
that reason that almost all the great Spanish poets
took refuge in priesthood in the second half of their
lives. It is a unique phenomenon that from this
refuge, and after conquering life by ideal means,
these poets were able to describe the same life with
greater certainty, purity, warmth, and precision than
they had been capable of while they still were in
the midst of life. Yea, the most graceful, most
humorous creations were given to the light from that
ghostly refuge. By the side of this marvellously
significant phenomenon, all other national literatures
appear to me without importance. If nature produced
such an individual as Shakespeare amongst the English,
we can easily see that he was unique of his kind; and
the fact that the splendid English nation is still
in full blossom, carrying on the commerce of the world,
while the Spanish nation has perished, moves me so
deeply, because it enlightens me as to what is really
important in this world.
And now, dear friend, I must tell you that I am very
satisfied with myself. This curious and unexpected
fact is particularly useful to me for my stay in Paris.
Formerly Paris used to fill me with fears of boding
evil; in one sense it excited my desire, while on
the other it repelled me terribly, so that I continually
felt the sufferings of Tantalus. At present only
the repulsive quality remains, while every charm has
lost its power. The nature of that repulsiveness
I now fully understand, and it appears to me as if
my eyes had always possessed an unconscious faculty
which has at last become conscious to me. On a
journey, in carriages, etc., my gaze always tried
involuntarily to read in the eyes of fellow-travellers
whether they were capable of, or destined for salvation,
that is, negation of the world. A closer acquaintance
with them often deceived me as to this point; my involuntary
wish frequently transferred my divine ideal to the
soul of another person, and the further course of our
acquaintance generally led to an increase of painful
disappointment, until, at last, I abandoned and violently
cut short that acquaintance.