but God must forgive me all my sins, just as I forgive Him many things in His world, and where God forgives, the Child should not be sulky.  You ought to be angry least of all, for you must know that I love no one as I love you, and that it was you who taught me to love.  If the Princess is angry with me I want her to give a good scolding one of these days to Professor M., or Professor V., etc., for it is in reality the fault of this type of men if I make any one angry.

I am delighted above everything at your being well again, although I find it difficult to believe that there are men who can go through what you go through.  I am in fairly good health, and still have to thank Vaillant for it.  I wish I could reward him.

Let me hear from you soon, and do not mind my nonsense.  Greet the Altenburg with a will, and tell the dear ladies that they are to hold me in kind remembrance.

The blessings of a world on you, my Franz.  Farewell.

Your R. W.

251.

Dearest Franz,

I intend to go to Paris in order to look after my interests there.  If it is too far for you, or if you do not like to come to Paris, we might as well meet at Strassburg, I should like to consult you about my whole position, in order to have the consent of my only friend to my new undertakings.  For the present you will see, at least, that I am not acting hastily.  I wait for some money coming in.  Everything leaves me in the lurch.  I have had to send a power of attorney to Haslinger in Vienna, in order to compel the manager there to pay me some considerable sums which he owes me, but I cannot with any certainty reckon upon success within a month.  At Berlin they have given “Tannhauser” exactly once during last quarter, and for the first time I received very little money, while formerly I used to draw considerable sums from there during the winter.  The Hartels, to whom I made some days ago the offer of “Tristan” on certain conditions, I cannot ask for an advance of money, even in the favourable case of their accepting my offer, because I should not be able to send them the manuscript before the end of February.  The housekeeping money of my wife is in the last stage of consumption, and she longingly expects funds from me to meet the new year’s bills.  In such circumstances, and being absolutely without resources, I am in the painful position of having to delay my necessary journey, which I could not undertake, even if I had only the actual travelling money, because I must not leave my wife without means for ever so short a time.  I shall therefore require at least one thousand francs in order to get away.  By Easter at the latest, and perhaps sooner, I shall ask Hartel for a considerable sum on account of the first act, and promise faithfully to return the money then.  Please consider from whom, and how, you can get the money for me.  Send me the money, and let me know at the same time where you can meet me, at Strassburg or in Paris.