In vain I look for change
abroad,
And can no difference
find,
Till some new ray of
peace uncalled
Illumes my inmost mind.
What is it gilds the
trees and clouds,
And paints the heavens
so gay,
But yonder fast-abiding
light
With its unchanging
ray?
Lo, when the sun streams
through the wood,
Upon a winter’s
morn,
Where’er his silent
beams intrude,
The murky night is gone.
How could the patient
pine have known
The morning
breeze would come,
Or humble flowers anticipate
The insect’s
noonday hum,—
Till the new light with
morning cheer
From far
streamed through the aisles,
And nimbly told the
forest trees
For many
stretching miles?
I’ve heard within
my inmost soul
Such cheerful
morning news,
In the horizon of my
mind
Have seen
such orient hues,
As in the twilight of
the dawn,
When the
first birds awake,
Are heard within some
silent wood,
Where they
the small twigs break,
Or in the eastern skies
are seen,
Before the
sun appears,
The harbingers of summer
heats
Which
from afar he bears.
Whole weeks and months of my summer life slide away in thin volumes like mist and smoke, till at length, some warm morning, perchance, I see a sheet of mist blown down the brook to the swamp, and I float as high above the fields with it. I can recall to mind the stillest summer hours, in which the grasshopper sings over the mulleins, and there is a valor in that time the bare memory of which is armor that can laugh at any blow of fortune. For our lifetime the strains of a harp are heard to swell and die alternately, and death is but “the pause when the blast is recollecting itself.”
We lay awake a long while, listening to the murmurs of the brook, in the angle formed by whose bank with the river our tent was pitched, and there was a sort of human interest in its story, which ceases not in freshet or in drought the livelong summer, and the profounder lapse of the river was quite drowned by its din. But the rill, whose
“Silver sands
and pebbles sing
Eternal ditties with
the spring,”
is silenced by the first frosts of winter, while mightier streams, on whose bottom the sun never shines, clogged with sunken rocks and the ruins of forests, from whose surface comes up no murmur, are strangers to the icy fetters which bind fast a thousand contributary rills.
I dreamed this night of an event which had occurred long before. It was a difference with a Friend, which had not ceased to give me pain, though I had no cause to blame myself. But in my dream ideal justice was at length done me for his suspicions, and I received that compensation which I had never obtained in my waking hours. I was unspeakably soothed and rejoiced, even after I awoke, because in dreams we never deceive ourselves, nor are deceived, and this seemed to have the authority of a final judgment.


