smothered under his big moustache; then he roused himself
a little and explained his ideas of machinery.
He was an inventor. He would draw a pencil from
his pocket and make drawings on my father’s designs.
He spoiled in that way two or three studies a week.
He liked my father a great deal, and promised works
and honors to him which never came. The Emperor
was kind, but he had no influence, as mamma said.
At that time I was a little boy. Since then a
vague sympathy has remained in me for that man, who
was lacking in genius, but whose mind was affectionate
and beautiful, and who carried through great adventures
a simple courage and a gentle fatalism. Then
he is sympathetic to me because he has been combated
and insulted by people who were eager to take his place,
and who had not, as he had, in the depths of their
souls, a love for the people. We have seen them
in power since then. Heavens, how ugly they are!
Senator Loyer, for instance, who at your house, in
the smoking-room, filled his pockets with cigars,
and invited me to do likewise. That Loyer is
a bad man, harsh to the unfortunate, to the weak, and
to the humble. And Garain, don’t you think
his mind is disgusting? Do you remember the first
time I dined at your house and we talked of Napoleon?
Your hair, twisted above your neck, and shot through
by a diamond arrow, was adorable. Paul Vence
said subtle things. Garain did not understand.
You asked for my opinion.”
“It was to make you shine. I was already
conceited for you.”
“Oh, I never could say a single phrase before
people who are so serious. Yet I had a great
desire to say that Napoleon III pleased me more than
Napoleon I; that I thought him more touching; but perhaps
that idea would have produced a bad effect. But
I am not so destitute of talent as to care about politics.”
He looked around the room, and at the furniture with
familiar tenderness. He opened a drawer:
“Here are mamma’s eye-glasses. How
she searched for these eye-glasses! Now I will
show you my room. If it is not in order you must
excuse Madame Fusellier, who is trained to respect
my disorder.”
The curtains at the windows were down. He did
not lift them. After an hour she drew back the
red satin draperies; rays of light dazzled her eyes
and fell on her floating hair. She looked for
a mirror and found only a looking-glass of Venice,
dull in its wide ebony border. Rising on the
tips of her toes to see herself in it, she said:
“Is that sombre and far-away spectre I?
The women who have looked at themselves in this glass
can not have complimented you on it.”
As she was taking pins from the table she noticed
a little bronze figure which she had not yet seen.
It was an old Italian work of Flemish taste:
a nude woman, with short legs and heavy stomach, who
apparently ran with an arm extended. She thought
the figure had a droll air. She asked what she
was doing.