the piece, by the infinite vexations it brought upon
me. It was the germ of the secret jealousies
which did not appear until a long time afterwards.
After its success I did not remark, either in Grimm,
Diderot, or any of the men of letters, with whom I
was acquainted, the same cordiality and frankness,
nor that pleasure in seeing me, I had previously experienced.
The moment I appeared at the baron’s, the conversation
was no longer general; the company divided into small
parties; whispered into each other’s ears; and
I remained alone, without knowing to whom to address
myself. I endured for a long time this mortifying
neglect; and, perceiving that Madam d’Holbach,
who was mild and amiable, still received me well,
I bore with the vulgarity of her husband as long as
it was possible. But he one day attacked me without
reason or pretence, and with such brutality, in presence
of Diderot, who said not a word, and Margency, who
since that time has often told me how much he admired
the moderation and mildness of my answers, that, at
length driven from his house, by this unworthy treatment,
I took leave with a resolution never to enter it again.
This did not, however, prevent me from speaking honorably
of him and his house, whilst he continually expressed
himself relative to me in the most insulting terms,
calling me that ‘petit cuistre’: the
little college pedant, or servitor in a college, without,
however, being able to charge me with having done
either to himself or any person to whom he was attached
the most trifling injury. In this manner he
verified my fears and predictions, I am of opinion
my pretended friends would have pardoned me for having
written books, and even excellent ones, because this
merit was not foreign to themselves; but that they
could not forgive my writing an opera, nor the brilliant
success it had; because there was not one amongst them
capable of the same, nor in a situation to aspire
to like honors. Duclos, the only person superior
to jealousy, seemed to become more attached to me:
he introduced me to Mademoiselle Quinault, in whose
house I received polite attention, and civility to
as great an extreme, as I had found a want of it in
that of M. d’Holbach.
Whilst the performance of the ‘Devin du Village’
was continued at the opera-house, the author of it
had an advantageous negotiation with the managers
of the French comedy. Not having, during seven
or eight years, been able to get my ‘Narcissis’
performed at the Italian theatre, I had, by the bad
performance in French of the actors, become disgusted
with it, and should rather have had my piece received
at the French theatre than by them. I mentioned
this to La None, the comedian, with whom I had become
acquainted, and who, as everybody knows, was a man
of merit and an author. He was pleased with
the piece, and promised to get it performed without
suffering the name of the author to be known; and in
the meantime procured me the freedom of the theatre,