Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 03 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 58 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 03.

Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 03 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 58 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 03.
He greatly diminished my admiration of grandeur, by proving that those in a superior situation are neither better nor happier than those they command.  One of his maxims has frequently returned to my memory:  it was, that if we could truly read the hearts of others we should feel more inclination to descend than rise:  this reflection, the truth of which is striking without extravagance, I have found of great utility, in the various exigences of my life, as it tended to make me satisfied with my condition.  He gave me the first just conception of relative duties, which my high-flown imagination had ever pictured in extremes, making me sensible that the enthusiasm of sublime virtues is of little use in society; that while endeavoring to rise too high we are in danger of falling; and that a virtuous and uniform discharge of little duties requires as great a degree of fortitude as actions which are called heroic, and would at the same time procure more honor and happiness.  That it was infinitely more desirable to possess the lasting esteem of those about us, than at intervals to attract admiration.

In properly arranging the various duties between man and man, it was necessary to ascend to principles; the step I had recently taken, and of which my present situation was the consequence, naturally led us to speak of religion.  It will easily be conceived that the honest M. Gaime was, in a great measure, the original of the Savoyard Vicar; prudence only obliging him to deliver his sentiments, on certain points, with more caution and reserve, and explain himself with less freedom; but his sentiments and councils were the same, not even excepting his advice to return to my country; all was precisely as I have since given it to the pubic.  Dwelling no longer, therefore, on conversations which everyone may see the substance of, I shall only add, that these wise instructions (though they did not produce an immediate effect) were as so many seeds of virtue and religion in my heart which were never rooted out, and only required the fostering cares of friendship to bring to maturity.

Though my conversation was not very sincere, I was affected by his discourses, and far from being weary, was pleased with them on account of their clearness and simplicity, but above all because his heart seemed interested in what he said.  My disposition is naturally tender, I have ever been less attached to people for the good they have really done me than for that they designed to do, and my feelings in this particular have seldom misled me:  thus I truly esteemed M. Gaime.  I was in a manner his second disciple, which even at that time was of inestimable service in turning me from a propensity to vice into which my idleness was leading me.

One day, when I least expected it, I was sent for by the Count de la Roque.  Having frequently called at his house, without being able to speak with him, I grew weary, and supposing he had either forgot me or retained some unfavorable impression of me, returned no more:  but I was mistaken in both these conjectures.  He had more than once witnessed the pleasure I took in fulfilling my duty to his aunt:  he had even mentioned it to her, and afterwards spoke of it, when I no longer thought of it myself.

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