as life is not better for being long, so death is
better for being not long. I do not so much
evade being dead, as I enter into confidence with dying.
I wrap and shroud myself into the storm that is to
blind and carry me away with the fury of a sudden
and insensible attack. Moreover, if it should
fall out that, as some gardeners say, roses and violets
spring more odoriferous near garlic and onions, by
reason that the last suck and imbibe all the ill odour
of the earth; so, if these depraved natures should
also attract all the malignity of my air and climate,
and render it so much better and purer by their vicinity,
I should not lose all. That cannot be: but
there may be something in this, that goodness is more
beautiful and attractive when it is rare; and that
contrariety and diversity fortify and consolidate
well-doing within itself, and inflame it by the jealousy
of opposition and by glory. Thieves and robbers,
of their special favour, have no particular spite
at me; no more have I to them: I should have
my hands too full. Like consciences are lodged
under several sorts of robes; like cruelty, disloyalty,
rapine; and so much the worse, and more falsely, when
the more secure and concealed under colour of the
laws. I less hate an open professed injury than
one that is treacherous; an enemy in arms, than an
enemy in a gown. Our fever has seized upon a
body that is not much the worse for it; there was fire
before, and now ’tis broken out into a flame;
the noise is greater, not the evil. I ordinarily
answer such as ask me the reason of my travels, “That
I know very well what I fly from, but not what I seek.”
If they tell me that there may be as little soundness
amongst foreigners, and that their manners are no
better than ours: I first reply, that it is hard
to be believed;
“Tam multa:
scelerum facies!”
["There are so many
forms of crime.”—Virgil, Georg., i.
506.]
secondly, that it is always gain to change an ill
condition for one that is uncertain; and that the
ills of others ought not to afflict us so much as
our own.
I will not here omit, that I never mutiny so much
against France, that I am not perfectly friends with
Paris; that city has ever had my heart from my infancy,
and it has fallen out, as of excellent things, that
the more beautiful cities I have seen since, the more
the beauty of this still wins upon my affection.
I love her for herself, and more in her own native
being, than in all the pomp of foreign and acquired
embellishments. I love her tenderly, even to
her warts and blemishes. I am a Frenchman only
through this great city, great in people, great in
the felicity of her situation; but, above all, great
and incomparable in variety and diversity of commodities:
the glory of France, and one of the most noble ornaments
of the world. May God drive our divisions far
from her. Entire and united, I think her sufficiently
defended from all other violences. I give her
caution that, of all sorts of people, those will be
the worst that shall set her in discord; I have no
fear for her, but of herself, and, certainly, I have
as much fear for her as for any other part of the
kingdom. Whilst she shall continue, I shall never
want a retreat, where I may stand at bay, sufficient
to make me amends for parting with any other retreat.