Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.

Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.

When the hops were picked, Philip with the news in his pocket that he had got the appointment as assistant house-physician at St. Luke’s, accompanied the Athelnys back to London.  He took modest rooms in Westminster and at the beginning of October entered upon his duties.  The work was interesting and varied; every day he learned something new; he felt himself of some consequence; and he saw a good deal of Sally.  He found life uncommonly pleasant.  He was free about six, except on the days on which he had out-patients, and then he went to the shop at which Sally worked to meet her when she came out.  There were several young men, who hung about opposite the `trade entrance’ or a little further along, at the first corner; and the girls, coming out two and two or in little groups, nudged one another and giggled as they recognised them.  Sally in her plain black dress looked very different from the country lass who had picked hops side by side with him.  She walked away from the shop quickly, but she slackened her pace when they met, and greeted him with her quiet smile.  They walked together through the busy street.  He talked to her of his work at the hospital, and she told him what she had been doing in the shop that day.  He came to know the names of the girls she worked with.  He found that Sally had a restrained, but keen, sense of the ridiculous, and she made remarks about the girls or the men who were set over them which amused him by their unexpected drollery.  She had a way of saying a thing which was very characteristic, quite gravely, as though there were nothing funny in it at all, and yet it was so sharp-sighted that Philip broke into delighted laughter.  Then she would give him a little glance in which the smiling eyes showed she was not unaware of her own humour.  They met with a handshake and parted as formally.  Once Philip asked her to come and have tea with him in his rooms, but she refused.

“No, I won’t do that.  It would look funny.”

Never a word of love passed between them.  She seemed not to desire anything more than the companionship of those walks.  Yet Philip was positive that she was glad to be with him.  She puzzled him as much as she had done at the beginning.  He did not begin to understand her conduct; but the more he knew her the fonder he grew of her; she was competent and self controlled, and there was a charming honesty in her:  you felt that you could rely upon her in every circumstance.

“You are an awfully good sort,” he said to her once a propos of nothing at all.

“I expect I’m just the same as everyone else,” she answered.

He knew that he did not love her.  It was a great affection that he felt for her, and he liked her company; it was curiously soothing; and he had a feeling for her which seemed to him ridiculous to entertain towards a shop-girl of nineteen:  he respected her.  And he admired her magnificent healthiness.  She was a splendid animal, without defect; and physical perfection filled him always with admiring awe.  She made him feel unworthy.

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