Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.

Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.

“He is, one of the most dangerous in Europe.  He’s been in every prison on the Continent and has assassinated more persons than any gentleman unhung.  He always goes about with a bomb in his pocket, and of course it makes conversation a little difficult because if you don’t agree with him he lays it on the table in a marked manner.”

She looked at the man with horror and surprise, and then glanced suspiciously at Philip.  She saw that his eyes were laughing.  She frowned a little.

“You’re getting at me.”

He gave a little shout of joy.  He was so happy.  But Mildred didn’t like being laughed at.

“I don’t see anything funny in telling lies.”

“Don’t be cross.”

He took her hand, which was lying on the table, and pressed it gently.

“You are lovely, and I could kiss the ground you walk on,” he said.

The greenish pallor of her skin intoxicated him, and her thin white lips had an extraordinary fascination.  Her anaemia made her rather short of breath, and she held her mouth slightly open.  It seemed to add somehow to the attractiveness of her face.

“You do like me a bit, don’t you?” he asked.

“Well, if I didn’t I suppose I shouldn’t be here, should I?  You’re a gentleman in every sense of the word, I will say that for you.”

They had finished their dinner and were drinking coffee.  Philip, throwing economy to the winds, smoked a three-penny cigar.

“You can’t imagine what a pleasure it is to me just to sit opposite and look at you.  I’ve yearned for you.  I was sick for a sight of you.”

Mildred smiled a little and faintly flushed.  She was not then suffering from the dyspepsia which generally attacked her immediately after a meal.  She felt more kindly disposed to Philip than ever before, and the unaccustomed tenderness in her eyes filled him with joy.  He knew instinctively that it was madness to give himself into her hands; his only chance was to treat her casually and never allow her to see the untamed passions that seethed in his breast; she would only take advantage of his weakness; but he could not be prudent now:  he told her all the agony he had endured during the separation from her; he told her of his struggles with himself, how he had tried to get over his passion, thought he had succeeded, and how he found out that it was as strong as ever.  He knew that he had never really wanted to get over it.  He loved her so much that he did not mind suffering.  He bared his heart to her.  He showed her proudly all his weakness.

Nothing would have pleased him more than to sit on in the cosy, shabby restaurant, but he knew that Mildred wanted entertainment.  She was restless and, wherever she was, wanted after a while to go somewhere else.  He dared not bore her.

“I say, how about going to a music-hall?” he said.

He thought rapidly that if she cared for him at all she would say she preferred to stay there.

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