Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.

Of Human Bondage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 971 pages of information about Of Human Bondage.
garden.  Now all he had anticipated was come to pass:  the Vicar felt the satisfaction of the prophet who saw fire and brimstone consume the city which would not mend its way to his warning.  Poor Philip was practically penniless, and what was the good of his mother’s fine friends now?  He heard that his father’s extravagance was really criminal, and it was a mercy that Providence had seen fit to take his dear mother to itself:  she had no more idea of money than a child.

When Philip had been a week at Blackstable an incident happened which seemed to irritate his uncle very much.  One morning he found on the breakfast table a small packet which had been sent on by post from the late Mrs. Carey’s house in London.  It was addressed to her.  When the parson opened it he found a dozen photographs of Mrs. Carey.  They showed the head and shoulders only, and her hair was more plainly done than usual, low on the forehead, which gave her an unusual look; the face was thin and worn, but no illness could impair the beauty of her features.  There was in the large dark eyes a sadness which Philip did not remember.  The first sight of the dead woman gave Mr. Carey a little shock, but this was quickly followed by perplexity.  The photographs seemed quite recent, and he could not imagine who had ordered them.

“D’you know anything about these, Philip?” he asked.

“I remember mamma said she’d been taken,” he answered.  “Miss Watkin scolded her....  She said:  I wanted the boy to have something to remember me by when he grows up.”

Mr. Carey looked at Philip for an instant.  The child spoke in a clear treble.  He recalled the words, but they meant nothing to him.

“You’d better take one of the photographs and keep it in your room,” said Mr. Carey.  “I’ll put the others away.”

He sent one to Miss Watkin, and she wrote and explained how they came to be taken.

One day Mrs. Carey was lying in bed, but she was feeling a little better than usual, and the doctor in the morning had seemed hopeful; Emma had taken the child out, and the maids were downstairs in the basement:  suddenly Mrs. Carey felt desperately alone in the world.  A great fear seized her that she would not recover from the confinement which she was expecting in a fortnight.  Her son was nine years old.  How could he be expected to remember her?  She could not bear to think that he would grow up and forget, forget her utterly; and she had loved him so passionately, because he was weakly and deformed, and because he was her child.  She had no photographs of herself taken since her marriage, and that was ten years before.  She wanted her son to know what she looked like at the end.  He could not forget her then, not forget utterly.  She knew that if she called her maid and told her she wanted to get up, the maid would prevent her, and perhaps send for the doctor, and she had not the strength now to struggle or argue.  She got out of bed and began to dress herself.  She

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