Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.

The hall was full of people, for it was the hour of tea; and looking round him, the writer thought “And this is the Public—­the Public that my play is destined not to please!” And for several minutes he looked at them as if he had been hypnotised.  Presently, between two tables he noticed a waiter standing, lost in his thoughts.  The mask of the man’s professional civility had come awry, and the expression of his face and figure was curiously remote from the faces and forms of those from whom he had been taking orders; he seemed like a bird discovered in its own haunts, all unconscious as yet of human eyes.  And the writer thought:  “But if those people at the tables are the Public, what is that waiter?  How if I was mistaken, and not they, but he were the real Public?” And testing this thought, his mind began at once to range over all the people he had lately seen.  He thought of the Founder’s Day dinner of a great School, which he had attended the night before.  “No,” he mused, “I see very little resemblance between the men at that dinner and the men in this hall; still less between them and the waiter.  How if they were the real Public, and neither the waiter, nor these people here!” But no sooner had he made this reflection, than he bethought him of a gathering of workers whom he had watched two days ago.  “Again,” he mused, “I do not recollect any resemblance at all between those workers and the men at the dinner, and certainly they are not like any one here.  What if those workers are the real Public, not the men at the dinner, nor the waiter, nor the people in this hall!” And thereupon his mind flew off again, and this time rested on the figures of his own immediate circle of friends.  They seemed very different from the four real Publics whom he had as yet discovered.  “Yes,” he considered, “when I come to think of it, my associates painters, and writers, and critics, and all that kind of person—­do not seem to have anything to speak of in common with any of these people.  Perhaps my own associates, then, are the real Public, and not these others!” Perceiving that this would be the fifth real Public, he felt discouraged.  But presently he began to think:  “The past is the past and cannot be undone, and with this play of mine I shall not please the Public; but there is always the future!  Now, I do not wish to do what the artist cannot afford to do, I earnestly desire to be true to the reason of my existence; and since the reason of that existence is to give the Public what it wants, it is really vital to discover who and what the Public is!” And he began to look very closely at the faces around him, hoping to find out from types what he had failed to ascertain from classes.  Two men were sitting near, one on each side of a woman.  The first, who was all crumpled in his arm-chair, had curly lips and wrinkles round the eyes, cheeks at once rather fat and rather shadowy, and a dimple in his chin.  It seemed certain that he was humourous, and kind,

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