Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.
was not a bad fellow, but, like most soldiers of the old Army, had been quite carefully divested of an aesthetic sense.  And it was Leila’s misfortune to have moments when aesthetic sense seemed necessary.  She had struggled to overcome this weakness, and that other weakness of hers—­a liking for men’s admiration; but there had certainly been intervals when she had not properly succeeded.  Her acquaintance with Jimmy Fort had occurred during one of these intervals, and when he went back to England so abruptly, she had been feeling very tenderly towards him.  She still remembered him with a certain pleasure.  Before Lynch died, these “intervals” had been interrupted by a spell of returning warmth for the invalided man to whom she had joined her life under the romantic conditions of divorce.  He had failed, of course, as a farmer, and his death left her with nothing but her own settled income of a hundred and fifty pounds a year.  Faced by the prospect of having almost to make her living, at thirty-eight, she felt but momentary dismay—­for she had real pluck.  Like many who have played with amateur theatricals, she fancied herself as an actress; but, after much effort, found that only her voice and the perfect preservation of her legs were appreciated by the discerning managers and public of South Africa; and for three chequered years she made face against fortune with the help of them, under an assumed name.  What she did—­keeping a certain bloom of refinement, was far better than the achievements of many more respectable ladies in her shoes.  At least she never bemoaned her “reduced circumstances,” and if her life was irregular and had at least three episodes, it was very human.  She bravely took the rough with the smooth, never lost the power of enjoying herself, and grew in sympathy with the hardships of others.  But she became deadly tired.  When the war broke out, remembering that she was a good nurse, she took her real name again and a change of occupation.  For one who liked to please men, and to be pleased by them, there was a certain attraction about that life in war-time; and after two years of it she could still appreciate the way her Tommies turned their heads to look at her when she passed their beds.  But in a hard school she had learned perfect self-control; and though the sour and puritanical perceived her attraction, they knew her to be forty-three.  Besides, the soldiers liked her; and there was little trouble in her wards.  The war moved her in simple ways; for she was patriotic in the direct fashion of her class.  Her father had been a sailor, her husbands an official and a soldier; the issue for her was uncomplicated by any abstract meditation.  The Country before everything!  And though she had tended during those two years so many young wrecked bodies, she had taken it as all in the a day’s work, lavishing her sympathy on the individual, without much general sense of pity and waste.  Yes, she had worked really hard, had “done her bit”; but of
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