The Hermit of Far End eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 394 pages of information about The Hermit of Far End.

The Hermit of Far End eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 394 pages of information about The Hermit of Far End.

Hers had been a life of few relationships.  She had no recollection of any one who had ever stood towards her in the position of a father, and though she realized that the one-time existence of such a personage must be assumed, she had never felt much curiosity concerning him.

The horizon of her earliest childhood had held but one figure, that of an adored mother, and “home” had been represented by a couple of meager rooms at the top of a big warren of a place known as Wallater’s Buildings, tenanted principally by families of the artisan class.

Thus debarred by circumstances from the companionship of other children, Sara’s whole affections had centred round her mother, and she had never forgotten the sheer, desolating anguish of that moment when the dreadful, unresponsive silence of the sheeted figure, lying in the shabby little bedroom they had shared together, brought home to her the significance of death.

She had not cried, as most children of eight would have done, but she had suffered in a kind of frozen silence, incapable of any outward expression of grief.

“Unfeelin’, I call it!” declared the woman who lived on the same floor as the Tennants, and who had attended at the doctor’s behest, to a friend and neighbour who was occupied in boiling a kettle over a gas-ring.  “Must be a cold-’earted child as can see ‘er own mother lyin’ dead without so much as a tear.”  She sniffed. “’Aven’t you got that cup o’ tea ready yet?  I can allus drink a cup o’ tea after a layin’-out.”

Sara had watched the two women drinking their tea with brooding eyes, her small breast heaving with the intensity of her resentment.  Without being in any way able to define her emotions, she felt that there was something horrible in their frank enjoyment of the steaming liquid, gulped down to the cheerful accompaniment of a running stream of intimate gossip, while all the time that quiet figure lay on the narrow bed—­motionless, silent, wrapped in the strange and immense aloofness of the dead.

Presently one of the women poured out a third cup of tea and pushed it towards the child, slopping in the thin, bluish-looking milk with a generous hand.

“‘Ave a cup, child.  It’s as good a drop o’ tea as ever I tasted.”

For a moment Sara stared at her speechlessly; then, with a sudden passionate gesture, she swept the cup on to the floor.

The clash of breaking china seemed to ring through the chamber of death, the women’s voices rose shrilly in reproof, and Sara, fleeing into the adjoining room, cast herself face downwards upon the floor, horror-stricken.  It was not the raucous anger of the women which she heeded; that passed her by.  But she had outraged some fine, instinctive sense by reverence that lay deep within her own small soul.

Still she did not cry.  Only, as she lay on the ground with her face hidden, she kept repeating in a tense whisper—­

“You know I didn’t mean it, God!  You know I didn’t mean it!”

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