The Last Chronicle of Barset eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,290 pages of information about The Last Chronicle of Barset.

The Last Chronicle of Barset eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,290 pages of information about The Last Chronicle of Barset.
gave to his wife to read this last sentence was not inserted.  Intending that she should read his letter, he omitted it till he made the fair copy.  ’Over this commission his lordship has appointed Dr Tempest of Silverbridge to preside, and with him I have been in communication.  I trust that the labours of the gentlemen of whom it is composed may be brought to a speedy close; and, having regard to their trouble, I have informed Dr Tempest that I should write this letter to you with the intent and assured purpose of resigning the perpetual curacy of Hogglestock in your hands.

’You will be good enough, therefore, to understand that I do so resign the living, and that I shall continue to administer the services of the Church only till some clergyman, certified to me as coming from you or from the bishop, may present himself in the parish, and shall declare himself prepared to undertake the cure.  Should it be so that Mr Thumble be sent hither again, I will sit under him, endeavouring to catch improvement from his teaching, and striving to overcome the contempt which I felt for him when he before visited this parish.  I annex beneath my signature a copy of the letter which I have written to the bishop on this subject.

’And now it behoves me, as the guardianship of the souls of those was placed in my hands by you, to explain to you as shortly as may be possible the reasons which had induced me to abandon my work.  One or two whose judgment I do not discredit—­and I am allowed to name Dr Tempest of Silverbridge as one—­have suggested to me that I should take no step till after my trial.  They think that I should have regard to the chance of the verdict, so that the preferment may still be mine should I be acquitted; and they say, that should I be acquitted, the bishop’s action against me must of necessity cease.  That they are right in these facts I do not doubt; but in giving such advice they look only to the facts, having no regard to the conscience.  I do not blame them.  I should give such advice myself, knowing that a friend may give counsel as to outer things, but that a man must satisfy his inner conscience by his own perceptions of what is right and what is wrong.

’I find myself to be ill-spoken of, to be regarded with hard eyes by those around me, my people thinking that I have stolen this money.  Two farmers in this parish, have, as I am aware, expressed opinions that no jury could acquit me honestly, and neither of these men have appeared in my church since the expression of that opinion.  I doubt whether they have gone to other churches; and if not they have been deterred from all public worship by my presence.  If this be so, how can I with a clear conscience remain among these men?  Shall I take from their hands wages for those administrations, which their deliberately formed opinions will not allow them to accept from my hands?’ And yet, though he thus pleaded against himself, he knew that the two men of whom he was speaking were thick-headed dolts who were always tipsy in Saturday nights, and who came to church perhaps once in three weeks.

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