Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 15: with Voltaire eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 103 pages of information about Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 15.

Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 15: with Voltaire eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 103 pages of information about Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 15.

When we were alone I congratulated her on her high spirits, telling her that my sadness had fled before her gaiety, and that the hours I could spend with her would be all too short.

“I should be blithe,” said she, “if it were only to please you.”

“Then grant me the favour you accorded me yesterday evening.”

“I would rather incur all the excommunications in the world than run the risk of appearing unjust to you.  Take me.”

So saying, she took off her cap, and let down her beautiful hair.  I unlaced her corset, and in the twinkling of an eye I had before me such a siren as one sees on the canvas of Correggio.  I could not look upon her long without covering her with my burning kisses, and, communicating my ardour, before long she made a place for me beside herself.  I felt that there was no time for thinking, that nature had spoken out, and that love bade me seize the opportunity offered by that delicious weakness.  I threw myself on her, and with my lips glued to hers I pressed her between my amorous arms, pending the moment of supreme bliss.

But in the midst of these joys, she turned her head, closed her eyelids, and fell asleep.  I moved away a little, the better to contemplate the treasures that love displayed before me.  The nun slept, as I thought; but even if her sleep was feigned, should I be angry with her for the stratagem?  Certainly not; true or feigned, the sleep of a loved one should always be respected by a delicate lover, although there are some pleasures he may allow himself.  If the sleep is real there is no harm done, and if it is put on the lover only responds to the lady’s desires.  All that is necessary is so to manage one’s caresses that they are pleasant to the beloved object.  But M——­ M——­ was really asleep; the claret had numbed her senses, and she had yielded to its influence without any ulterior motives.  While I gazed at her I saw that she was dreaming.  Her lips uttered words of which I could not catch the meaning, but her voluptuous aspect told me of what she dreamt.  I took off my clothes; and in two minutes I had clasped her fair body to mine, not caring much whether she slept on or whether I awoke her and brought our drama to a climax, which seemed inevitable.

I was not long uncertain, for the instinctive movements she made when she felt the minister that would fain accomplish the sacrifice at the door of the sanctuary, convinced me that her dream still lasted, and that I could not make her happier than by changing it into reality.  I delicately moved away all obstacles, and gently and by degrees consummated this sweet robbery, and when at last I abandoned myself to all the force of passion, she awoke with a sigh of bliss, murmuring,

“Ah! it is true then.”

“Yes, my angel! are you happy?”

For all reply she drew me to her and fastened her lips on mine, and thus we awaited the dawn of day, exhausting all imaginable kinds of pleasure, exciting each other’s desires, and only wishing to prolong our enjoyment.

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