Cleopatra eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 378 pages of information about Cleopatra.

Cleopatra eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 378 pages of information about Cleopatra.

“What meanest thou?” I said.  “Am I to blame if the Queen——­”

“The Queen!  What have we here?  Pharaoh owns a Queen!”

“If Cleopatra wills to come hither of a night and talk——­”

“Of stars, Harmachis—­surely of stars and roses, and naught beside!”

After that I know not what I said; for, troubled as I was, the girl’s bitter tongue and quiet way drove me wellnigh to madness.  But this I know:  I spoke so fiercely that she cowered before me as she had cowered before my uncle Sepa when he rated her because of her Grecian garb.  And as she wept then, so she wept now, only more passionately and with great sobs.

At length I ceased, half-shamed but still angry and smarting sorely.  For even while she wept she could find a tongue to answer with—­and a woman’s shafts are sharp.

“Thou shouldst not speak to me thus!” she sobbed; “it is cruel—­it is unmanly!  But I forget thou art but a priest, not a man—­except, mayhap, for Cleopatra!”

“What right hast thou?” I said.  “What canst thou mean?”

“What right have I?” she asked, looking up, her dark eyes all aflood with tears that ran down her sweet face like the dew of morning down a lily’s heart.  “What right have I?  O Harmachis! art thou blind?  Didst thou not know by what right I speak thus to thee?  Then I must tell thee.  Well, it is the fashion in Alexandria!  By that first and holy right of woman—­by the right of the great love I bear thee, and which, it seems, thou hast no eyes to see—­by the right of my glory and my shame.  Oh, be not wroth with me, Harmachis, nor set me down as light, because the truth at last has burst from me; for I am not so.  I am what thou wilt make me.  I am the wax within the moulder’s hands, and as thou dost fashion me so I shall be.  There breathes within me now a breath of glory, blowing across the waters of my soul, that can waft me to ends more noble than ever I have dreamed afore, if thou wilt be my pilot and my guide.  But if I lose thee, then I lose all that holds me from my worse self—­and let shipwreck come!  Thou knowest me not, Harmachis! thou canst not see how big a spirit struggles in this frail form of mine!  To thee I am a girl, clever, wayward, shallow.  But I am more!  Show me thy loftiest thought and I will match it, the deepest puzzle of thy mind and I will make it clear.  Of one blood we are, and love can ravel up our little difference and make us grow one indeed.  One end we have, one land we love, one vow binds us both.  Take me to thy heart, Harmachis, set me by thee on the Double Throne, and I swear that I will lift thee higher than ever man has climbed.  Reject me, and beware lest I pull thee down!  And now, putting aside the cold delicacy of custom, stung to it by what I saw of the arts of that lovely living falsehood, Cleopatra, which for pastime she practises on thy folly, I have spoken out my heart, and answer thou!” And she clasped her hands and, drawing one pace nearer, gazed, all white and trembling, on my face.

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