calico gown, her straggling hair, and her felt hat,
and a revulsion of feeling seized her. She crept
like a wounded animal out of the underwood, and then
ran swiftly and almost fiercely back towards the cabin.
She ran so fast that for a time she almost kept pace
with the doctor and Hoskins in the wagon on the distant
trail. Then she dived into the underwood again,
and making a short cut through the forest, came at
the end of two hours within hailing distance of the
cabin,—footsore and exhausted, in spite
of the strange excitement that had driven her back.
Here she thought she heard voices—his voice
among the rest—calling her, but the same
singular revulsion of feeling hurried her vaguely
on again, even while she experienced a foolish savage
delight in not answering the summons. In this
erratic wandering she came upon the spring she had
found on her first entrance in the forest a year ago,
and drank feverishly a second time at its trickling
source. She could see that since her first visit
it had worn a great hollow below the tree roots and
now formed a shining, placid pool. As she stooped
to look at it, she suddenly observed that it reflected
her whole figure as in a cruel mirror,—her
slouched hat and loosened hair, her coarse and shapeless
gown, her hollow cheeks and dry yellow skin,—in
all their hopeless, uncompromising details. She
uttered a quick, angry, half-reproachful cry, and
turned again to fly. But she had not gone far
before she came upon the hurrying figures and anxious
faces of the doctor and Hoskins. She stopped,
trembling and irresolute.
“Ah,” said the doctor, in a tone of frank
relief. “Here you are! I was getting
worried about you. Waya said you had been gone
since morning!” He stopped and looked at her
attentively. “Is anything the matter?”
His evident concern sent a warm glow over her chilly
frame, and yet the strange sensation remained.
“No—no!” she stammered.
Doctor Ruysdael turned to Hoskins. “Go
back and tell Waya I’ve found her.”
Libby felt that the doctor only wanted to get rid
of his companion, and became awed again.
“Has anybody been bothering you?”
“No.”
“Have the diggers frightened you?”
“No”—with a gesture of contempt.
“Have you and Waya quarreled?”
“Nary”—with a faint, tremulous
smile.
He still stared at her, and then dropped his blue
eyes musingly. “Are you lonely here?
Would you rather go to San Jose?”
Like a flash the figures of the two smartly dressed
women started up before her again, with every detail
of their fresh and wholesome finery as cruelly distinct
as had been her own shapeless ugliness in the mirror
of the spring. “No! No!”
she broke out vehemently and passionately. “Never!”
He smiled gently. “Look here! I’ll
send you up some books. You read—don’t
you?” She nodded quickly. “Some magazines
and papers. Odd I never thought of it before,”
he added half musingly. “Come along to the
cabin. And,” he stopped again and said decisively,
“the next time you want anything, don’t
wait for me to come, but write.”