Beyond eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 451 pages of information about Beyond.

Beyond eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 451 pages of information about Beyond.

Tears rose in her eyes, and the shiver of some very deep response passed through her.  What was it Dad had said:  “Love catches you, and you’re gone!”

She, who was the result of love like that, did not want to love!

The girl finished singing.  There was little applause.  Yet she had sung beautifully; and what more wonderful song in the world?  Was it too tragic, too painful, too strange—­not “pretty” enough?  Gyp felt sorry for her.  Her head ached now.  She would so have liked to slip away when it was all over.  But she had not the needful rudeness.  She would have to go through with this evening at Rosek’s and be gay.  And why not?  Why this shadow over everything?  But it was no new sensation, that of having entered by her own free will on a life which, for all effort, would not give her a feeling of anchorage or home.  Of her own accord she had stepped into the cage!

On the way to Rosek’s rooms, she disguised from Fiorsen her headache and depression.  He was in one of his boy-out-of-school moods, elated by applause, mimicking her old master, the idolatries of his worshippers, Rosek, the girl dancer’s upturned expectant lips.  And he slipped his arm round Gyp in the cab, crushing her against him and sniffing at her cheek as if she had been a flower.

Rosek had the first floor of an old-time mansion in Russell Square.  The smell of incense or some kindred perfume was at once about one; and, on the walls of the dark hall, electric light burned, in jars of alabaster picked up in the East.  The whole place was in fact a sanctum of the collector’s spirit.  Its owner had a passion for black—­the walls, divans, picture-frames, even some of the tilings were black, with glimmerings of gold, ivory, and moonlight.  On a round black table there stood a golden bowl filled with moonlight-coloured velvety “palm” and “honesty”; from a black wall gleamed out the ivory mask of a faun’s face; from a dark niche the little silver figure of a dancing girl.  It was beautiful, but deathly.  And Gyp, though excited always by anything new, keenly alive to every sort of beauty, felt a longing for air and sunlight.  It was a relief to get close to one of the black-curtained windows, and see the westering sun shower warmth and light on the trees of the Square gardens.  She was introduced to a Mr. and Mrs. Gallant, a dark-faced, cynical-looking man with clever, malicious eyes, and one of those large cornucopias of women with avid blue stares.  The little dancer was not there.  She had “gone to put on nothing,” Rosek informed them.

He took Gyp the round of his treasures, scarabs, Rops drawings, death-masks, Chinese pictures, and queer old flutes, with an air of displaying them for the first time to one who could truly appreciate.  And she kept thinking of that saying, “Une technique merveilleuse.”  Her instinct apprehended the refined bone-viciousness of this place, where nothing, save perhaps taste, would be sacred. 

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