All Roads Lead to Calvary eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about All Roads Lead to Calvary.

All Roads Lead to Calvary eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about All Roads Lead to Calvary.

It was the task that had been entrusted to her.  How could he hope to succeed without her.  With her, he would be all powerful—­accomplish the end for which he had been sent into the world.  Society counts for so much in England.  What public man had ever won through without its assistance.  As Greyson had said:  it is the dinner-table that rules.  She could win it over to his side.  That mission to Paris that she had undertaken for Mrs. Denton, that had brought her into contact with diplomatists, politicians, the leaders and the rulers, the bearers of names known and honoured in history.  They had accepted her as one of themselves.  She had influenced them, swayed them.  That afternoon at Folk’s studio, where all eyes had followed her, where famous men and women had waited to attract her notice, had hung upon her words.  Even at school, at college, she had always commanded willing homage.  As Greyson had once told her, it was herself—­her personality that was her greatest asset.  Was it to be utterly wasted?  There were hundreds of impersonal, sexless women, equipped for nothing else, with pens as keen if not keener than hers.  That was not the talent with which she had been entrusted—­for which she would have to account.  It was her beauty, her power to charm, to draw after her—­to compel by the mere exercise of her will.  Hitherto Beauty had been content to barter itself for mere coin of the realm—­for ease and luxury and pleasure.  She only asked to be allowed to spend it in service.  As his wife, she could use it to fine ends.  By herself she was helpless.  One must take the world as one finds it.  It gives the unmated woman no opportunity to employ the special gifts with which God has endowed her—­except for evil.  As the wife of a rising statesman, she could be a force for progress.  She could become another Madame Roland; gather round her all that was best of English social life; give back to it its lost position in the vanguard of thought.

She could strengthen him, give him courage.  Without her, he would always remain the mere fighter, doubtful of himself.  The confidence, the inspiration, necessary for leadership, she alone could bring to him.  Each by themselves was incomplete.  Together, they would be the whole.  They would build the city of their dreams.

She seemed to have become a wandering spirit rather than a living being.  She had no sense of time or place.  Once she had started, hearing herself laugh.  She was seated at a table, and was talking.  And then she had passed back into forgetfulness.  Now, from somewhere, she was gazing downward.  Roofs, domes and towers lay stretched before her, emerging from a sea of shadows.  She held out her arms towards them and the tears came to her eyes.  The poor tired people were calling to her to join with him to help them.  Should she fail them—­turn deaf ears to the myriad because of pity for one useless, feeble life?

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