should suddenly beat with joy on seeing certain colours,
or grow sad even to tears on hearing certain sounds.
At times I was so alarmed on comparing my continual
agitation with the indifference of other men of my
class that I even began to imagine that I was mad.
But I soon consoled myself with the reflection that
such madness was sweet, and I would rather have ceased
to exist than be cured of it. Now that I know
these things have been thought beautiful in all times
and by all intelligent beings, I understand what they
are, and how they are useful to man. I find joy
in the thought that there is not a flower, not a colour,
not a breath of air, which has not absorbed the minds
and stirred the hearts of other men till it has received
a name sacred among all peoples. Since I have
learnt that it is allowed to man, without degrading
his reason, to people the universe and interpret it
by his dreams, I live wholly in the contemplation
of the universe; and when the sight of the misery
and crime in the world bruises my heart and shakes
my reason, I fall back upon my dreams. I say to
myself that, since all men are united in their love
of the works of God, some day they will also be united
in their love of one another. I imagine that
education grows more and more perfect from father to
son. It may be that I am the first untutored
man who has divined truths of which no glimpse was
given him from without. It may be, too, that many
others before myself have been perplexed by the workings
of their hearts and brains and have died without ever
finding an answer to the riddle.” “Ah,
we poor folk,” added Patience, “we are
never forbidden excess in labour, or in wine, or in
any of the debauches which may destroy our minds.
There are some people who pay dearly for the work
of our arms, so that the poor, in their eagerness
to satisfy the wants of their families, may work beyond
their strength. There are taverns and other places
more dangerous still, from which, so it is said, the
government draws a good profit; and there are priests,
too, who get up in their pulpits to tell us what we
owe to the lord of our village, but never what the
lord owes to us. Nowhere is there a school where
they teach us our real rights; where they show us
how to distinguish our true and decent wants from the
shameful and fatal ones; where, in short, they tell
us what we can and ought to think about when we have
borne the burden and heat of the day for the profit
of others, and are sitting in the evening at the door
of our huts, gazing on the red stars as they come
out on the horizon.”
Thus would Patience reason; and, believe me, in translating his words into our conventional language, I am robbing them of all their grace, all their fire, and all their vigour. But who could repeat the exact words of Patience? His was a language used by none but himself; it was a mixture of the limited, though forcible, vocabulary of the peasants and of the boldest metaphors of the poets, whose poetic turns he would often make


