three poor wretches became beasts rather than human
beings, and wandered insane along the shores of Cos,
howling like wolves and foaming at the mouth, and hooted
at by the children, who threw shells and stones at
them. They died, and my father buried them with
his own hands. A little later his stomach refused
all nourishment, and he died of hunger, though he was
rich enough to have bought all the meats and fruits
in the markets of Asia. He was deeply grieved
at having to leave me his fortune. I used it in
travels. I visited Italy, Greece, and Africa without
meeting a single person who was either wise or happy.
I studied philosophy at Athens and Alexandria, and
was deafened by noisy arguments. At last I wandered
as far as India, and I saw on the banks of the Ganges
a naked man, who had sat there motionless with his
legs crossed for more than thirty years. Climbing
plants twined round his dried up body, and the birds
built their nests in his hair. Yet he lived.
At the sight of him I called to mind Timaessa, the
flute-player, my two brothers, and my father, and
I realised that this Indian was a wise man. ‘Men,’
I said to myself, ’suffer because they are deprived
of that which they believe to be good; or because,
possessing it they fear to lose it; or because they
endure that which they believe to be an evil.
Put an end to all beliefs of this kind, and the evils
would disappear.’ That is why I resolved
henceforth to deem nothing an advantage, to tear myself
entirely from the good things of this world, and to
live silent and motionless, like the Indian.”
Paphnutius had listened attentively to the old man’s
story.
“Timocles of Cos,” he replied, “I
own that your discourse is not wholly devoid of sense.
It is, in truth, wise to despise the riches of this
world. But it would be absurd to despise also
your eternal welfare, and render yourself liable to
be visited by the wrath of God. I grieve at your
ignorance, Timocles, and I will instruct you in the
truth, in order that knowing that there really exists
a God in three hypostases, you may obey this God as
a child obeys its father.”
Timocles interrupted him.
“Refrain, stranger, from showing me your doctrines,
and do not imagine that you will persuade me to share
your opinions. All discussions are useless.
My opinion is to have no opinion. My life is devoid
of trouble because I have no preferences. Go
thy ways, and strive not to withdraw me from the beneficent
apathy in which I am plunged, as though in a delicious
bath, after the hardships of my past days.”
Paphnutius was profoundly instructed in all things
relating to the faith. By his knowledge of the
human heart, he was aware that the grace of God had
not fallen on old Timocles, and the day of salvation
for this soul so obstinately resolved to ruin itself
had not yet come. He did not reply, lest the
power given for edification should turn to destruction.
For it sometimes happens, in disputing with infidels,
that the means used for their conversion may steep
them still farther in sin. Therefore they who
possess the truth should take care how they spread
it.