Initials Only eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 320 pages of information about Initials Only.

Initials Only eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 320 pages of information about Initials Only.

Nothing in all his life had ever affected him like it.  For him there was no other woman in the past, the present or the future, and, realising this—­taking in to the full what her affection and her trust might be to him in those fearsome days to come, he so dreaded a rebuff—­he, who had been the courted of women and the admired of men ever since he could remember,—­that he failed to respond to her welcome and the simple congratulations she felt forced to repeat.  He could neither speak the commonplace, nor listen to it.  This was his crucial hour.  He must find support here, or yield hopelessly to the maelstrom in whose whirl he was caught.

She saw his excitement and faltered back a step—­a move which she regretted the next minute, for he took advantage of it to enter and close behind him the door which she would never have shut of her own accord.  Then he spoke, abruptly, passionately, but in those golden tones which no emotion could render other than alluring: 

“I am an unhappy man, Miss Scott.  I see that my presence here is not welcome, yet am sure that it would be so if it were not for a prejudice which your generous nature should be the first to cast aside, in face of the outspoken confidence of my brother:  Oswald.  Doris, little Doris, I love you.  I have loved you from the moment of our first meeting.  Not to many men is it given to find his heart so late, and when he does, it is for his whole life; no second passion can follow it.  I know that I am premature in saying this; that you are not prepared to hear such words from me and that it might be wiser for me to withhold them, but I must leave Derby soon, and I cannot go until I know whether there is the least hope that you will yet lend a light to my career or whether that career must burn itself to ashes at your feet.  Oswald—­nay, hear me out —­Oswald lives in his memories; but I must have an active hope —­a tangible expectation—­if I am to be the man I was meant to be.  Will you, then, coldly dismiss me, or will you let my whole future life prove to you the innocence of my past?  I will not hasten anything; all I ask is some indulgence.  Time will do the rest.”

“Impossible,” she murmured.

But that was a word for which he had no ear.  He saw that she was moved, unexpectedly so; that while her eyes wandered restlessly at times towards the door, they ever came back in girlish wonder, if not fascination, to his face, emboldening him so that he ventured at last, to add: 

“Doris, little Doris, I will teach you a marvellous lesson, if you will only turn your dainty ear my way.  Love such as mine carries infinite treasure with it.  Will you have that treasure heaped, piled before your feet?  Your lips say no, but your eyes—­the truest eyes I ever saw—­whisper a different language.  The day will come when you will find your joy in the breast of him you are now afraid to trust.”  And not waiting for disclaimer or even a glance of reproach from the eyes he had so wilfully misread, he withdrew with a movement as abrupt as that with which he had entered.

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