Initials Only eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 320 pages of information about Initials Only.

Initials Only eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 320 pages of information about Initials Only.

“I’m ready,” said she.  But she did not lay down her bundle.  She was not ready for her task, poor child.  She quailed before it.  She quailed so much that she feared to stir lest he should see that she had no command over her movements.

The man who watched without seeing wondered that she stood so still and spoke so briefly.  But only for a moment.  He thought he understood her hesitation, and a look of great earnestness replaced his former one of grave decision.

“I know that in doing this I am going beyond my sacred compact with Miss Challoner,” he said.  “I never thought of illness,—­at least, of illness on my part.  I never dreamt that I, always so well, always so full of life, could know such feebleness as this, feebleness which is all of the body, Doris, leaving the mind free to dream and long.  Talk of her, child.  Tell me all over again just how she looked and spoke that day you saw her in New York.”

“Would it not be better for me to write my letter first?  Papa will be coming soon and Truda can never cook your bird as you like it.”

Surprised now by something not quite natural in her manner, he caught at her hand and held her as she was moving away.

“You are tired,” said he.  “I’ve wearied you with my commission and complaints.  Forgive me, dear child, and—­”

“You are mistaken,” she interrupted softly.  “I am not tired; I only wished to do the important thing first.  Shall I get my desk?  Do you really wish me to write?”

“Yes,” said he, softly dropping her hand.  “I wish you to write.  It will ensure me good sleep, and sleep will make me strong.  A few words, Doris; just a few words.”

She nodded; turning quickly away to hide her tears.  His smile had gone to her very soul.  It was always a beautiful one, his chief personal attraction, but at this moment it seemed to concentrate within it the unspoken fervours and the boundless expectations of a great love, and she who was the aim and cause of all this sweetness lay in unresponsive silence in a distant tomb!

But Doris’ own smile was not lacking in encouragement and beauty when she came back a few minutes later and sat down by his side to write.  His melted before it, leaving his eyes very earnest as he watched her bending figure and the hard-worked little hand at its unaccustomed task.

“I must give her daily exercises,” he decided within himself.  “That look of pain shows how difficult this work is for her.  It must be made easy at any cost to my time.  Such beauty calls for accomplishment.  I must not neglect so plain a duty.”

Meantime, she was struggling to find words in face of that great Dread.  She had written Dear Miss Challoner and was staring in horror at the soulless words.  Only her sense of duty upheld her.  Gladly would she have torn the sheet in two and rushed away.  How could she add sentences to this hollow phrase, the mere employment of which seemed a sacrilege.  Dear Miss Challoner.  Oh, she was dear, but—­

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