most intimately associated; not indeed from the rude
and evil, for from those she intuitively shrunk.
Beneath her husband’s influence, cradled in his
love, her spirit received and cherished the reflection
of his strength; of itself, she too truly felt it
had none; and consequently when that beloved one was
far away, the reflection passed from her mind even
as the gleam of his armor from the mirror on which
it glanced, and Margaret was weak and timorous again.
She had thought, and hoped, and prayed, her unfeigned
admiration of Isabella of Buchan, her meek and beautiful
appreciation of those qualities and candid acknowledgment
that such was the character most adapted to her warrior
husband, would bring more steadiness and courage to
her own woman breast. Alas! the fearful fate which
had overtaken the heroic countess came with such a
shock to the weaker soul of Margaret, that if she
had obtained any increase of courage, it was at once
annihilated, and the desponding fancy entered her mind
that if evil reached one so noble, so steadfast in
thought and in action, how might she hope to escape;
and now, when weakened and depressed alike by bodily
and mental suffering, such fancies obtained so much
possession of her that she became more and more restless.
The exertions of Sir Nigel and his companions, even
of her own friends, failed in rousing or infusing
strength. Sometimes it was vague conjectures as
to the fate of her husband, the dread that he had
fallen into the hands of his foes—a catastrophe
which not only herself but many stronger minds imagined
could scarcely be avoided. She would dwell on
these fancies till suspense became intolerable; and
then, if these were partially calmed, came personal
fears: the belief that if attacked the castle
could not muster force enough for defence; suspicions
of treachery in the garrison, and other symptoms of
the wavering nature of her mind, till Sir Nigel felt
too truly that if danger did come she would not stay
to meet it. Her wishes ever turned to the sanctuary
of St. Duthac in the domains of the Earl of Ross,
believing the sanctity of the place would be more
effectual protection than the strongest castle and
bravest force. In vain Sir Nigel remonstrated,
nay, assured her that the fidelity of the Lord of
Ross was impugned; that he doubted his flattering
overtures; that he was known to be in correspondence
with England. But he spoke in vain—the
queen persisted in trusting him; that he had ever
been a friend of her father and brother the Earls of
Mar, and he would be faithful to her interests now.
Her opinion weighed with many of the ladies of her
court, even amongst those who were not affected with
her fears. At such times Agnes never spoke, but
there was a calm, quiet determination in her expression
that convinced the Lady Seaton, who alone had leisure
to observe her, that her resolution was already taken
and unalterable.


