to look for evidence? Here was seen the want
of gentlemen. Gentlemen, had they been even equally
tyrannical, would have recoiled with shame from taking
vengeance on a woman. And what a vengeance!
O heavenly powers! that I should live to mention
such a thing! Man that is born of woman, to
inflict upon woman personal scourging on the bare back,
and through the streets at noonday! Even for
Christian women the punishment was severe which the
laws assigned to the offense in question. But
for Jewesses, by one of the ancient laws against that
persecuted people, far heavier and more degrading
punishments were annexed to almost every offense.
What else could be looked for in a city which welcomed
its Jewish guests by valuing them at its gates as
brute beasts? Sentence was passed, and the punishment
was to be inflicted on two separate days, with an
interval between each— doubtless to prolong
the tortures of mind, but under a vile pretense of
alleviating the physical torture. Three days
after would come the first day of punishment.
My mother spent the time in reading her native Scriptures;
she spent it in prayer and in musing; while her daughters
clung and wept around her day and night—groveling
on the ground at the feet of any people in authority
that entered their mother’s cell. That
same interval— how was it passed by me?
Now mark, my friend. Every man in office, or
that could be presumed to bear the slightest influence,
every wife, mother, sister, daughter of such men, I
besieged morning, noon, and night. I wearied
them with my supplications. I humbled myself
to the dust; I, the haughtiest of God’s creatures,
knelt and prayed to them for the sake of my mother.
I besought them that I might undergo the punishment
ten times over in her stead. And once or twice
I did obtain the encouragement of a few natural
tears—given more, however, as I was told,
to my piety than to my mother’s deserts.
But rarely was I heard out with patience; and from
some houses repelled with personal indignities.
The day came: I saw my mother half undressed
by the base officials; I heard the prison gates expand;
I heard the trumpets of the magistracy sound.
She had warned me what to do; I had warned myself.
Would I sacrifice a retribution sacred and comprehensive,
for the momentary triumph over an individual?
If not, let me forbear to look out of doors; for
I felt that in the selfsame moment in which I saw the
dog of an executioner raise his accursed hand against
my mother, swifter than the lightning would my dagger
search his heart. When I heard the roar of the
cruel mob, I paused—endured—forbore.
I stole out by by-lanes of the city from my poor
exhausted sisters, whom I left sleeping in each other’s
innocent arms, into the forest. There I listened
to the shouting populace; there even I fancied that
I could trace my poor mother’s route by the course
of the triumphant cries. There, even then, even
then, I made—O silent forest! thou heardst
me when I made—a vow that I have kept too
faithfully. Mother, thou art avenged: sleep,
daughter of Jerusalem! for at length the oppressor
sleeps with thee. And thy poor son has paid,
in discharge of his vow, the forfeit of his own happiness,
of a paradise opening upon earth, of a heart as innocent
as thine, and a face as fair.


