The Lock and Key Library eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 477 pages of information about The Lock and Key Library.

The Lock and Key Library eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 477 pages of information about The Lock and Key Library.
a tincture of other liberal studies which he had painfully missed in his own military career, the baron chose to keep his son for the last seven years at our college, until he was now entering upon his twenty-third year.  For the four last he had lived with me as the sole pupil whom I had, or meant to have, had not the brilliant proposals of the young Russian guardsman persuaded me to break my resolution.  Ferdinand von Harrelstein had good talents, not dazzling but respectable; and so amiable were his temper and manners that I had introduced him everywhere, and everywhere he was a favorite; and everywhere, indeed, except exactly there where only in this world he cared for favor.  Margaret Liebenheim, she it was whom he loved, and had loved for years, with the whole ardor of his ardent soul; she it was for whom, or at whose command, he would willingly have died.  Early he had felt that in her hands lay his destiny; that she it was who must be his good or his evil genius.

At first, and perhaps to the last, I pitied him exceedingly.  But my pity soon ceased to be mingled with respect.  Before the arrival of Mr. Wyndham he had shown himself generous, indeed magnanimous.  But never was there so painful an overthrow of a noble nature as manifested itself in him.  I believe that he had not himself suspected the strength of his passion; and the sole resource for him, as I said often, was to quit the city—­to engage in active pursuits of enterprise, of ambition, or of science.  But he heard me as a somnambulist might have heard me—­dreaming with his eyes open.  Sometimes he had fits of reverie, starting, fearful, agitated; sometimes he broke out into maniacal movements of wrath, invoking some absent person, praying, beseeching, menacing some air-wove phantom; sometimes he slunk into solitary corners, muttering to himself, and with gestures sorrowfully significant, or with tones and fragments of expostulation that moved the most callous to compassion.  Still he turned a deaf ear to the only practical counsel that had a chance for reaching his ears.  Like a bird under the fascination of a rattlesnake, he would not summon up the energies of his nature to make an effort at flying away.  “Begone, while it is time!” said others, as well as myself; for more than I saw enough to fear some fearful catastrophe.  “Lead us not into temptation!” said his confessor to him in my hearing (for, though Prussians, the Von Harrelsteins were Roman Catholics), “lead us not into temptation!—­that is our daily prayer to God.  Then, my son, being led into temptation, do not you persist in courting, nay, almost tempting temptation.  Try the effects of absence, though but for a month.”  The good father even made an overture toward imposing a penance upon him, that would have involved an absence of some duration.  But he was obliged to desist; for he saw that, without effecting any good, he would merely add spiritual disobedience to the other offenses of the young man.  Ferdinand himself drew his attention to this; for he said:  “Reverend father! do not you, with the purpose of removing me from temptation, be yourself the instrument for tempting me into a rebellion against the church.  Do not you weave snares about my steps; snares there are already, and but too many.”  The old man sighed, and desisted.

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