had handed him over to the charge of a bright-eyed
Western girl, to whom the whole story had been told,
and who showed herself ready and anxious to help in
building up again the broken life of her English lover.
To judge from the letters that we have since received,
she has shown herself well fitted for the task.
Among other things she has money, and Jack’s
worldly affairs have so prospered that George declares
that he can well afford now to waste some of his superfluous
cash upon farming a few of his elder brother’s
acres. The idea seems to smile upon Jack, and
I have every hope this winter of being able to institute
an actual comparison between our small boy, his namesake,
and his own three-year-old Alan. The comparison,
by the way, will have to be conditional, for Jacket—the
name by which my son and heir is familiarly known—is
but a little more than two.
I turn my eyes for a moment, and they fall upon the
northern corner of the East Room, which shows round
the edge of the house. Then the skeleton leaps
from the cupboard of my memory; the icy hand which
lies ever near my soul grips it suddenly with a chill
shudder. Not for nothing was that wretched woman’s
life interwoven with my own, if only for an hour;
not for nothing did my spirit harbor a conflict and
an agony, which, thank God, are far from its own story.
Though Margaret Mervyn’s dagger failed to pierce
my flesh, the wound in my soul may never wholly be
healed. I know that that is so; and yet as I
turn to start through the sunshine to the cedar shade
and its laughing occupants, I whisper to myself with
fervent conviction, “It was worth it.”