The Helpmate eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 453 pages of information about The Helpmate.

The Helpmate eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 453 pages of information about The Helpmate.

All the love that was in her she had given to her child.  Her child had been born that she might see that the love which was given to her was holy; and she had not seen it.  So God had taken her child from her that she might see.

And seeing that, she saw herself aright.  That passion of motherhood was not all the love that was in her.  The love that was in her had sprung up, full-grown, in a single night.  And it had grown to the stature of the diviner love she saw.  And as she felt that great springing up of love, with all its strong endurances and charities, she saw herself redeemed by her husband’s sin.

There she paused, trembling.  It was a great and terrible mystery, that the sin of his body should be the saving of her soul.  And as she thought of the price paid for her, she humbled herself once more in her shame.

She was no longer afraid that he would die.  Something told her that he would live, that he would be given back to her.  She dared not think how.  He might be given back paralysed, helpless, and with a ruined mind.  Her punishment might be the continual reproach of his presence, her only consolation the tending of the body she had tortured, humiliated, and destroyed.  She prayed God to be merciful and spare her that.

And on the morning of the fifth day Majendie woke from his terrible sleep.  He could see light.  Towards evening his breathing softened and grew soundless.  And on the dawn of the sixth day he called her name, “Nancy.”

Then she knew that for a little time he would be given back to her.  And, as she nursed him, love in her moved with a new ardour and a new surrender.  For more than seven years her pulses had been proof against his passion and his strength.  Now, at the touch of his helpless body, they stirred with a strange, adoring tenderness.  But as yet she went humbly, in her fear of the punishment that might be measured to her.  She told herself it was enough that he was aware of her, of her touch, of her voice, of her face as it bent over him.  She hushed the new-born hope in her heart, lest its cry should wake the angel of the divine retribution.

Then, week by week, slowly, a little joy came to her, as she saw the gradual return of power to the paralysed body and clearness to the flooded brain.  She wondered, when he would begin to remember, whether her face would recall to him their last interview, her cruelty, her repudiation.

At last she knew that he remembered.  She dared not ask herself “How much?” It was borne in on her that it was this way that her punishment would come.

For, as he gradually recovered, his manner to her became more constrained; notwithstanding his helpless dependence on her.  He was shy and humble; grateful for the things she did for him; grateful with a heart-rending, pitiful surprise.  It was as if he had looked to come back to the heartless woman he had known, and was puzzled at finding another woman in her place.

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