Memoir of Old Elizabeth, A Coloured Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 16 pages of information about Memoir of Old Elizabeth, A Coloured Woman.

Memoir of Old Elizabeth, A Coloured Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 16 pages of information about Memoir of Old Elizabeth, A Coloured Woman.

MEMOIR, &C.

In the following Narrative of “Old Elizabeth,” which was taken mainly from her own lips in her 97th year, her simple language has been adhered to as strictly as was consistent with perspicuity and propriety.

I was born in Maryland in the year 1766.  My parents were slaves.  Both my father and mother were religious people, and belonged to the Methodist Society.  It was my father’s practice to read in the Bible aloud to his children every sabbath morning.  At these seasons, when I was but five years old, I often felt the overshadowing of the Lord’s Spirit, without at all understanding what it meant; and these incomes and influences continued to attend me until I was eleven years old, particularly when I was alone, by which I was preserved from doing anything that I thought was wrong.

In the eleventh year of my age, my master sent me to another farm, several miles from my parents, brothers, and sisters, which was a great trouble to me.  At last I grew so lonely and sad I thought I should die, if I did not see my mother.  I asked the overseer if I might go, but being positively denied, I concluded to go without his knowledge.  When I reached home my mother was away.  I set off and walked twenty miles before I found her.  I staid with her for several days, and we returned together.  Next day I was sent back to my new place, which renewed my sorrow.  At parting, my mother told me that I had “nobody in the wide world to look to but God.”  These words fell upon my heart with ponderous weight, and seemed to add to my grief.  I went back repeating as I went, “none but God in the wide world.”  On reaching the farm, I found the overseer was displeased at me for going without his liberty.  He tied me with a rope, and gave me some stripes of which I carried the marks for weeks.

After this time, finding as my mother said, I had none in the world to look to but God, I betook myself to prayer, and in every lonely place I found an altar.  I mourned sore like a dove and chattered forth my sorrow, moaning in the corners of the field, and under the fences.

I continued in this state for about six months, feeling as though my head were waters, and I could do nothing but weep.  I lost my appetite, and not being able to take enough food to sustain nature, I became so weak I had but little strength to work; still I was required to do all my duty.  One evening, after the duties of the day were ended, I thought I could not live over the night, so threw myself on a bench, expecting to die, and without being prepared to meet my Maker; and my spirit cried within me, must I die in this state, and be banished from Thy presence forever?  I own I am a sinner in Thy sight, and not fit to live where thou art.  Still it was my fervent desire that the Lord would pardon me.  Just at this season, I saw with my spiritual eye, an awful gulf of misery.  As I thought I was about to plunge into it, I heard

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