Beth Norvell eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 315 pages of information about Beth Norvell.

Beth Norvell eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 315 pages of information about Beth Norvell.

“Mr. Winston,” she said, and now her eyes were uplifted unfaltering to his own.  “I find myself obliged to speak with a frankness I have hoped to avoid.  It was never my desire that you should call for me at the theatre to-night.”

“Indeed?” His surprised tone clearly exhibited the sudden hurt of the wound.

“Yes; yet, pray do not misunderstand me.  I find it exceedingly difficult to say this, and I confess I have even prayed that you would be led to go away voluntarily, and without its being necessary for me to appear discourteous.  I appreciate your kindness, your gentlemanly conduct.  I—­I greatly value your friendship, prize it more highly, possibly, than you will ever be able to realize; yet, believe me, there are reasons why I cannot permit you to—­to be with me any longer in this way.  It is for your sake, as well as my own, that I am driven to speak thus frankly, and I am certain you will not add to my pain, my embarrassment, by asking more definite explanation.”

His heart beating like a trip-hammer, Winston stood motionless, staring into the girl’s appealing face, suddenly aroused to her full meaning, and as thoroughly awakened to a conception of what she really had become to him.  The thought of losing her, losing her perhaps to another, seemed to chill his very soul.

“Assuredly, I will respect your secret,” he answered, mastering his voice with an effort.  “I understand when I am bowled out.  What is it you desire me to do?”

He could not perceive in that dim light the sudden mist of tears clouding her eyes, but she lifted her gloved hand and swept them aside.

“It is not easy to say such things, yet I must.  I wish you to go away; go back to Denver,” she exclaimed; then, all at once, her strained voice broke into a little sob.  “I cannot stand your presence here!”

That last impetuous sentence burst through his armor of constraint, and for the instant he forgot everything but that thoughtless confession.  She read it in his face, and as quickly flung forth her hand in warning, but he only grasped it tightly within his own.

“You cannot stand it!” he cried in passionate eagerness.  “Then you must care for me?  You must love me, Beth?”

“No, no!” Her eyes were full of agony, and she sought to free her imprisoned hand.  “Oh, hush!  I beg of you, hush!  You—­you hurt me so.  I will not permit you to speak such words.  Please release my hand.”

He loosened his grasp, feeling bewildered, ashamed, dimly conscious that he had been guilty of an ungentlemanly action, yet deep within his own heart assured that he felt no regret.

“Do you mean that?” he questioned vaguely.

“Yes,” and all the previous tremor had left her clear voice.  “I did not suppose you would ever say such a thing to me.  I gave you no right to speak those words.”

“My own heart gave me the right.”

Possibly the woman in her conquered; perhaps there was a nameless hunger within her soul which made her long to hear the forbidden words just once from his lips.

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